tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-90377394073675014832024-02-08T00:46:35.125+08:00..KUPU-KUPUyenyenprenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18420448379729130837noreply@blogger.comBlogger188125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9037739407367501483.post-11014377080851779022012-07-30T15:26:00.001+08:002012-07-30T15:26:44.917+08:00Erti hidup pada memberihmm..tak reti guna blog system yang baru..<br />
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cepatnya.rase dah 3 tahun blog ini.ahaha<br />
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those yang active blogging pun sekarang either mia, or suam-suam kuku.<br />
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hukhuk,everybodies busy growing up i guess.ahh masa muda ;')<br />
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nanti lah.<br />
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mungkin kena shut down ini belog.<br />
tulis lain.<br />
yang memberi isi<br />
memberi makna.<br />
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sekian<br />
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yen di kejauhan..<br />
(jauhhh sangat)yenyenprenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18420448379729130837noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9037739407367501483.post-6139079997493971002012-05-21T17:42:00.004+08:002012-05-21T17:42:42.017+08:00AsbabBismillahirahmanirahim..<br />
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ehem,how do i start this?so long ey?</div>
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this blog dah naik bersawang,(btw,did u know,institusi kekeluargaan yang paling rapuh ialah keluarga labah-labah?since the child will kill their mother when they're able to feed themselves,especially the black widow species..) rasa-rasa macam dah kena campak blog bersawang ini dalam longkang.it felt like yesterday, that i frst posted,back then,sweet perak.how time flies.and yet, i were still the same.unmoving.Naudzubillah.But u know,me is being me lah,sangat sayang,cannot let go this secret treasure of yours truly.ehehe </div>
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Saya pun taktau atas sebab apa saya masih menulis,masih menaip di atas keyboard, dan sebentar lagi masih menekan butang publish, i seriously have no idea of what am i doing, but somehow,i have to share.to tell, the journey that i've begun, in search of finding myself,my passion,truly where my heart lies (InsyaAllah).<br />
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As for most of u yang confirm-confirm la taktau hehe, i'm in a phase of life that i love to call as transition.a hijrah,to be a better person,insyaAllah.this might come to u as 'oh yeke' or 'oh,erm x kesahlah,whatever' or 'oh,okbye' whatever u love to call, but somehow, i feel like i'd love to share it with u,this is like a declaration,that <u><b>"i've been reverted'</b></u> to islam (no, not that i'm not muslim before, this is like renewing my iman,to islam,which i embrace 'seadanya' before.) this also, will act as my reminder, my barrier, later, that i've been here, so i shouldnt've look back.(May Allah strengthen my iman.ameen)<br />
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I still remember, few months ago, i'm in the state of hallucinating myself with erm,i don't know how to describe it, perhaps we shall call it jiwa kacau.I seems fine,i laugh, i cry, i stare,and that's it.there's emotion, but no soul involved.Along that time, i started to ask myself with a question one by one.celaru, the questions,unanswered questions that lingered around my head macam banyak sangat.yang keep popping is 'Sampai bila nak macam ni?' <i><b>macam ni</b></i> merujuk pada my then lifestyle.Iya, bertudung, solat, tapi that's it,tudung tu tak bawa kesan seculas pun pada hati, solat masih tak mampu nak kawal diri dari mengata orang, sumpah seranah orang.Then come the next questions.Do i doing it correctly,or i just doing it for the sake of 'melepas batuk di tangga'.Then satu-satu mula display, satu-satu mintak jawapan, It was like.u know..let me explain u briefly about this Q&A within my head,<br />
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Q: yan, kenapa pakai tudung?<br />
A: sebab Allah suruh?<br />
Q: oh sebab Allah suruh.mana buktinya?<br />
A: ada dalam Al-Quran?<br />
Q:so?setakat bagitau ada dalam Al-Quran?even ur 5 years old niece can answer that.i wanted the proof.what surah?ayat ke berapa?can u answer that?u can't don't u?<br />
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Q: u are what u believe in, does u act according to what u believe in?<br />
A:yes.kot.<br />
Q:so u r sure u will be submitted to heaven once izrael comes?<br />
A: ntah,i don't know :(<br />
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For so long, saya leka, saya terikut-ikut,betul tak if saya katakan agama islam dalam diri kita ini cuma agama ikut-ikutan,orang sembahyang,kita sembahyang, orang tinggal sembahyang,kita tinggal sembahyang,sometimes without solid reasons, padahal kita <b>mengaku</b> mempercayai syurga dan neraka.dan lazimnya kita mengakui balasan orang tidak bersembahyang itu azab maha pedih di neraka,atau apa benar?kita ini tergolong munafik?mulut berkata lain sementelah hati berkata lain,lantas terlambang dek perbuatan kita.betul kan?Masya Allah, may Allah saves us dear brothers and sisters :(<br />
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Alright, masing-masing mesti ada cerita sendiri kan?macam,tak kan tiba-tiba.like so tiba-tiba.Actually in my case, it is,memang tiba-tiba.the urge tu datang pagi, and the significant event come later that night.the night that were still fresh in my head.<br />
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So this is my asbab.dengan izin Allah.<br />
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kita asyik merungut gaji kita tak cukup, pemimpin kita menindas, negara kita tak maju, sampai kita lupa nak bukak mata luas-luas, about others, sampai lupa nak timbang tara, keperitan tahanan kita dan tahanan di luar sana.asyik larut dalam dunia kita, yang leka diulit bahagia,terlupa mereka, menangis sehari pun belum tentu dapat sesuap nasi.kita merungut anak dara kita lari dibawa bangla, kita terlupa anak dara mereka hari-hari diperkosa.Maka apa kita masih tega meminta tanpa pertama mengingati mereka?<br />
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kalau kita tak tergerak, berfikir sekarang, berdoa, berusaha sekarang, apa bisa?kita lahirkan seorang lagi Mu'tasimah?apa bisa? kita lahirkan seorang lagi Salahudin Al-Ayubi menakluk dunia?<br />
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The rise of Islam, itu janji pasti.tapi kita?apa sudah sedia?apa persediaan kita?<br />
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The choice is in ur hands afterall.<br />
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p/s:<br />
-Seruan menutup aurat/bertudung (An-Nur ayat : 31)<br />
-Balasan orang yang aman padahal telah berbuat dosa (Al-An'am : 44)<br />
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<b>Q :</b> what if something that we did absent mindedly is the one that put the extra kilos on our bad deeds in judgement day?<br />
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<b>A : </b>though i would love to say t'was ok, we wont go into hell cos we didn't realize we did that tapi, i still searching for the dalil to prove it, my brain ni sekarang,hmm.payah nak control.we need facts. (me and my brain)<br />
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<i>Ah ye,Q & A is from yours truly </i>:)<br />
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Statement : I want to be better.but better is hard, let alone the amount of 'steady' needed to put into it.I fail, many times.(eh bole ke many times??ahaha)yenyenprenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18420448379729130837noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9037739407367501483.post-45164734000492330492012-03-19T18:22:00.000+08:002012-03-19T18:22:53.442+08:00HIJRAH<div style="text-align: center;">nak pindah tempat kerja!</div><div style="text-align: center;">SERONOK!</div><div style="text-align: center;">tapi masih blur-blur</div><div style="text-align: center;">like seriously?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">ok.</div><div style="text-align: center;">doakan saya berjaya :)</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">p/s : i guess back to ur ma n pa armpit will never go wrong.heheh :D</div>yenyenprenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18420448379729130837noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9037739407367501483.post-80817310544423718102012-02-12T16:07:00.000+08:002012-02-12T16:07:10.601+08:00Why i dont dress up like other girls didits easy,<br />
i'm not your stereotype of girl kot,<br />
yala,i memang la baik,hahaha (- -'') but i'm not that baik u know...<br />
why labeling me as ustazah?<br />
it wasn't my fault isn't it if i cant live up to your expectations?<br />
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i choose kurung as my everyday wear to the office because it is practical.<br />
formal and yet let me moves easily, (o yeahh i got the moves like jagger (; )<br />
and why care so much about my appearance?so scary i dont get a boyfriend ah?hihi<br />
kaks,(did i mention s there?) i know u wants me to looks stylish and not kampungan with kurung and all that,<br />
but if i am comfortable this way,why should u feel the other way?<br />
i thought ramai org suka tgk anak gadis berbaju kurung?oh tak eh? hehe<br />
its funny dowh how after a year,you guys still debating about my appearance..<br />
*ah dont bother this silly story kids,perhaps its just my naughty mind (or my touching heart) hehe,<br />
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secondly, i'm not an ustazah. but yes, saya sedang mendalami agama yang saya anuti.<br />
is it wrong?<br />
ustazah jeke blh ckp pasal agama?<br />
what about our Prophet Muhammad S.A.W?he's a shepherd, businessman, motivator, strategist,haaa nak cakap apa lagi??if we were to make him our idol, why can't i talk about how we should divide pusaka according to faraid and at the same time let me be <i>minah rock bawak motor</i> that u used to admire.aigoo.melalut la pulak..peace <(- -,)><br />
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oh ye,alang-alang i speak like an ustazah today, i want to share with you a little of knowledge i gain after attending a raudhah (taman syurga) just recently,ehehe kidding.,manada taman syurga..p majlis ilmu la,kan equal to sit under raudhah Allah.. :)<br />
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Actually the title of the ceramah by Datuk Abu Hasan Din Al Hafiz that i attended last two night was 'Pembinaan Keluarga Bahagia Asas Kecemerlangan Ummah' but i would love to share these two points that i think we can apply on our daily lives.not limited in institusi keluarga itu sahaja.<br />
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<b>2 faktor utama kebahagiaan atau ketidakbahagian</b> :<br />
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1. <b><i style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: red;">Ego</span></i></b><br />
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-ego,according to <b>freud</b> (he's a famous psychologist) bermaksud,(saya ringkaskan ye) sebahagian dari personaliti diri kita yang menghalang kita dari bertindak dari apa yang sepatutnya,<br />
contohnya,my friend tegur i kaler plan drawing too pink..should tone down the color a bit, tapi oleh karena ego nya seorang izyan ni, i color the plan more pink,padahal itu ialah plan asrama jantan.muahaha.<br />
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according to Datuk Abu Hassan Din Al-Hafiz pulak, org ego ni,bak kata orang utara, 'cerdik tak boleh menumpang,bodoh tak dengar kata' hihi,diorg ni asyik nampak salah org je,perasan diri bagus la kononya..padahal,hampeh..(oh setepek ke mukaku),org yg asyik nampak salah orang ni payah..sebab nanti sendiri buat salah, tapi salahkan org lain,sangat bahaya in any relationships pun.tak kisah lah mak dgn anak ke,bapak dengan menantu ke,bos dgn pekerja ke,sesama rakan sekerja ke,kalau dapat the opposite tu sama-sama ego,lagi la parah,so seeloknya buang la sikap ego ni ok,sikit-sikit takpe..banyak-banyak nanti takut jadi begok pulak.huhu tau tak begok tu apa?p la tgk sinetron indon.ngee :D<br />
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2.<span style="color: red;"><i><b>Jahil </b></i></span>tentang peranan dan tanggungjawab<br />
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masa ceramah tu, Datuk Abu Hassan Din Al-Hafiz tu terang ikut tajuk ceramah,jadinya lebih terjurus pada hal-hal kekeluargaan, tapi kalau kita nak apply dalam hidup seharian kita pun boleh kot, jadi biar i explain according to me okayh ;)<br />
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apa makna jahil? tak tahu kan? so dalam islam, kalau tak tahu kita kena buat apa?yes, ambil tahu,belajar,malah everybody pun tahu tuntutlah ilmu dari buaian hinggal ke liang lahad..insyaAllah..and hadith yang i tak tahu perawinya tu pun ada ckp tuntutlah ilmu hingga ke negeri china..bila dah ada ilmu, baru lah boleh beramal,baru lah jelas, o,tujuan kita hidup ni nak sembah Allah, o..tangungjawab seorang hamba kepada tuhanNya ialah menunaikan hakNya...hah barulah dah tak jahil.see?<br />
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applicable to other situations too i think, contohnya, saya tak pandai nak submit tender drawing dekat majlis, so saya kena la tanya my boss, tanye which drawings nak kena print, tanye admin borang apa nak kena prepare, bagi tahu my colleagues yang buat drawing tender tu untuk print 6 copy of blue print, one set linen and so on,and so on..so bila siap barula rasa enlightened hehe.so bila masing-masing tahu what to do,and tak kedekut ilmu nak ajar, barulah hidup kita aman, selesa dan bahagia!heee :D (ok semangat nak start dekat office.hihi)<br />
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Sebenarnya banyak lagi nak share,tapi kang kelaka pulak haa,cakap banyak-anyak.tapi sendiri pn belum habis mengaji (belajar), i mean, kalau nak tanya, tanya pada yang ahli ok, kalau tak pun tanyalah ustaz,pagi-pagi kat tv9.hee :D elok sangat nak buat isi jiwa.<br />
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eh saya ni memang cakap ja pandai..agama-agama mana boleh letak tepi...tapi..psst..konsert evanescence nak p jugak (excited nak jumpa korang ni maznah, nisa'!!!),so dont really put high expectations upon me okayh? i'm not your ordinary next door girl, i'm fantabulous.(fantastic + fabulous).ehe.blood vomit.<br />
..peace.yenyenprenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18420448379729130837noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9037739407367501483.post-6974181595116250372012-01-28T21:41:00.000+08:002012-01-28T21:41:54.931+08:00Who knows?I'm not used to rejection,<br />
trust me,i cried.<br />
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Assalamualikum,hai :)<br />
eh ada ke yang baca..<br />
say hai back if u read this :D<br />
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erm,dah dekat 4 bulan kot tak post anything..<br />
phew,apaa nak jadi dengan azam menulis dengan lebih banyak?<br />
ye..tak perlu jawab, (jadi sampah)<br />
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oh..i miss u blog,real much..<br />
actually ada benda nak bagi tau,tapi kita segan la awak,nak sedih-sedih,nangis-nangis dekat belog,<br />
but who cares?<br />
huhu,<br />
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what i mean by i'm not used to rejection is...<br />
my application for master has been rejected..<br />
so i cried. ;(<br />
secondly,my MUET result dah keluar,<br />
sadly,band achieved is 4..9 more marks to band 5,211/300<br />
ptuii.. my goal is band 7.ahaha.<br />
but apaa la boleh buat,<br />
mungkin boleh teghai lagi skali pasni.<br />
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so so,<br />
everything is on track balik kot,<br />
since i can't continue to study,<br />
maknanya lebih banyak dan banyakk holiday, ;)<br />
secondly,i should count marriage on the list.eh?<br />
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perhaps its time to review my life balik,<br />
kena keluarkan idea,bloop..bloops (kua cam bubles)<br />
planning,space arrangement, section,front facade,side elevation, perspective, details and all,<br />
nak beli rumah, kereta baru..oh dewasa memang menyeronotkan ye..<br />
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most important, kena kuatkan lagi bonding dengan Dia.<br />
pamilia,tok cha,nephew, nieces,academician, pious man,<br />
dan kawan-kawan. (i miss u guys so much, maznah,nisa')<br />
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2012,berlaku baiklah padaku :)<br />
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<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; text-align: left;">win some, lose some,</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; text-align: left;">insyaAllah,</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; text-align: left;">rezeki Allah itu ada,</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; text-align: left;">janji Allah itu pasti,</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; text-align: left;">qada' dan qadar,</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; text-align: left;" /><span class="text_exposed_show" style="background-color: white; display: inline; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; text-align: left;">'Be, so be it'<br />
Alhamdulillah,syukur</span> </div><div style="text-align: center;">;)</div>yenyenprenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18420448379729130837noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9037739407367501483.post-29247738722793274902011-10-23T17:06:00.000+08:002011-10-23T17:06:47.300+08:00Here goes every reasons to thanks Allah1.i saw girls in their teen years wearing exactly the way i dress up few years back, and suddenly i pity myself..with every 'spare part' shown, haih, suddenly i resolve to spare guys some innocent sight.<br />
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2.never before people ask me to 'open table' or host a 'party' for my birthday, and guess what?i received those request this year!a lot of request so to say, hehe and mostly from men.sigh.what a gentleman (- -'), still..every reason to thanks Allah remember? how time flies and i were no longer a college's girl or high school drama queen anymore..now that i earn my own money, manage my own bank account, i need to spare/spend some (whatever might suit your situation) for people around me, and walla.such an indie girl you izyan! (tepuk bahu sendiri)<br />
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3.my baby tooth finally decided to show up right after my 23rd birthday and yeay,it hurts like heaven..(pardon my sarcastic) phew..5 days and still counting, basuh dosa.insyaAllah, ameen ;),unlike my sister who have her 'baby tooth experience' when she was 19,in the middle of chaotic schedule of her STPM, she have to eat rice porridge for a week!imagine, perhaps, my Allah decided to let my baby tooth show up now to make me more stronger (or mature) to take the pain, yes, the feeling is unbearable, but i cant imagine how i would handle it if Allah puts me in my sister's shoes.might as well fail the exam.huho.<br />
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and yes, as life has taught me so far, it looks like i have every reason to complaint OR yet every reason to thanks my Creator Allah, for making my life so colorful and blissful despite the pain, the tears i had to taste...<br />
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and yeah,<br />
Alhamdulillah.<br />
segala puji bagi Allah,<br />
yang memiliki seluruh di langit dan seluruh di bumi ;)yenyenprenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18420448379729130837noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9037739407367501483.post-31380456512286888522011-10-18T12:17:00.000+08:002011-10-18T12:17:16.991+08:0018102011today is my birthday.<br />
n i feel like having pizza as my lunch.<br />
no cakey.consume it yesterday ;)<br />
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Alhamdulillah.<br />
birthday surely feel good.<br />
just a number i think.<br />
n a reason to thank God.<br />
Alhamdulillah,<br />
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ok bai, pizza :Dyenyenprenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18420448379729130837noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9037739407367501483.post-51832618421708002552011-09-23T12:26:00.000+08:002011-09-23T12:26:54.209+08:00BMW_i8<div style="text-align: center;">currently i AM head over heels over this guy..eh no..SWEETHEART to be exact (^_^)*</div><br />
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhn8FFOoF2gHnoJlm_MaDdVUIMZiypUlr41ky1A5j7UBrfRJ-LfbX8-bUklt5Ssl9ScrU3sNCzhUAHEO1-sTKNLhOC43sLyRNqh0PyVu_ukkyZX3PZ1QVoZ1ATyEjE0udXBOwHpeGHOLkI/s1600/BMW-i8-prototype-front+%25281%2529.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="250" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhn8FFOoF2gHnoJlm_MaDdVUIMZiypUlr41ky1A5j7UBrfRJ-LfbX8-bUklt5Ssl9ScrU3sNCzhUAHEO1-sTKNLhOC43sLyRNqh0PyVu_ukkyZX3PZ1QVoZ1ATyEjE0udXBOwHpeGHOLkI/s400/BMW-i8-prototype-front+%25281%2529.jpg" width="400" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">OMG!drooling</div><div style="text-align: center;">okay, i wont opt for that awan larat attire..black n white suit me better, THANKS.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: left;">gambar curik newstechnologyautomotive.com! :D</div>yenyenprenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18420448379729130837noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9037739407367501483.post-85070385119997320212011-09-09T00:00:00.000+08:002011-09-09T00:00:54.726+08:00Selamat Hari Raya. Maaf Zahir & Batin :)assalamualikum.. :)<br />
oh hey september<br />
so long. nothing much happened<br />
oh ye<br />
<br />
off high 'hantaran' on a par to one's certificate/s..i still think that was irrelevant though.apa.nak buat bayar ptptn ke duit hantaran tu?guys/girls/makcik/pakcik..please be reasonable.its 2011 la...cuba laa bukak mata sikit.marriage aren't just about that.aren't just about le granduer ceremony.most important thing supposedly be the 'akad', the families, the knot between two human being, the forge of two souls.and blood related if u get what i mean..of course u can demand for such RM15000 and above since ur daughter have a master in business or any other courses..but, but, would that guaranteed her lifetime happiness. okay i'm such an noob-odd-olskool person. i still think money cant buy you happiness regardless to where it can bring you to honeymoon ;p (ey, of course the matrimonial property concept are different LOL)<br />
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<br />
ok la..bebel panjang-panjang pun still tak dapat green light nak kawen juga lagi.ala jangan nak ckp saya gatal-gatal sgt la ye.apa?ingat senang nk jaga diri zaman penuh pancaroba, onak duri (ceh)..and all? susah.put ur feet in my 'post berubah' shoes. MasyaAllah, payah weh..yeah i put my hopes too high to one of my then-boyfriend before.this time around..i wont make it twice. either you are serious with me or you can go.enough.<br />
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</div><br />
10 Syawal<br />
okay, i'm not suppose to write this..u know, how social media can be ur very own backstabber and what do we call it..<i><b>tuan makan tuan?</b></i>but yeah whatever..earlier today..i did post few complaints about my office mate through one of my social media network which i know is wrong.capital WRONG.but hey, i do have access to the internet at the office and so what?<br />
so it is not good.not only i humiliated other human being but also me, myself and i (- -"),baik insaf. <br />
to <b>encik yg berkenaan</b>, jika anda baca ini.saya mintak maaf.mengumpat anda.<br />
<br />
(bebel-bebel)<br />
i'm having a very bad "mengidam bukaan" during my puasa ganti periods..muahaha.camntahpape puasa romdon tak gitu..puasa ganti melebih-lebih..nak buka kfc, nak buka maggi, nak buka cendol.mak aih...oh yea, i forgot,bulan puasa kan syaiton kena belenggu :P..padan lah now mengidam macem2..hee :D<br />
<br />
<br />
(susun jari seploh)<br />
mintak maaf zahir batin<br />
forgive all my wrongdoings or in this context all my wrongspelling,wrongwords,wrong everything on which anda tak berkenan, terasa or whatever.<br />
i admit that as human i'm full with flaws,and please do forgive me.<br />
oh u did?<br />
nah duit raya!<br />
=)<br />
<br />
<br />
so till we meet again,<br />
bye =)<br />
salam.yenyenprenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18420448379729130837noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9037739407367501483.post-66220385872709200062011-08-17T16:54:00.000+08:002011-08-17T16:54:32.348+08:00saja.have i told you, every time i felt like give up on architecture,<br />
there always...MUST be, somebody come and lend their hands...<br />
who made me think over about my decision to give up on architecture.<br />
<br />
yeah.that's just a plain me.<br />
<br />
so,<br />
<br />
till then.<br />
how have you been?<br />
i miss you.<br />
love.yenyenyenprenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18420448379729130837noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9037739407367501483.post-33916696391534390252011-08-08T14:59:00.000+08:002011-08-08T14:59:17.704+08:00Haus.puasa.bila bahagia je lupa belog..<div>biasalah tu, biasa sangat</div><div>manusia terinspirasi kisah emo.memang saya.MEMANG. =p</div><div><br />
</div><div>romdon ke tujuh...</div><div>uhh depan rumah ada bazaar.tolong la..too many choices sampai end up buying nothing</div><div>fed-up kao!</div><div><br />
</div><div>ok,banyak benda nak kena buat</div><div>banyak benda nak mintak dileraikan.</div><div>banyakkk jugak yang kena diberi petunjuk</div><div><br />
</div><div>aigoo payah weh.</div><div>tapi takpe..bulan puasa ni orang kata hati kena ikhlass.ye tak.</div><div>fikir soal duit, memang sampai sudah takkan sudah.</div><div>tapi takpa-takpa.sabar,redha,selagi boleh sabaq.sabaq la.</div><div>lapang la hatii.hai hati-hati yang kering.haus ka puasa?ehe</div><div><br />
</div><div><br />
</div><div>nafsu-rojak,roti john,ayam goreng berempah,cendol,kaswi,ice cream,</div><div>puhhhhh.</div><div>cane nak diet ni..caneeeeeee..</div><div>aaa tolong!depan rumah ada bazar ramadhan.pftttt</div>yenyenprenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18420448379729130837noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9037739407367501483.post-71909974542976637422011-08-02T15:30:00.000+08:002011-08-02T15:30:15.175+08:00Puasa.Selamat Puasa!hidup melayan saya dengan baik belakangan ini<br />
maka inspirasi menulis disekat-sekat oleh buih-buih tepu idea tak pecah (pfttt) haha<br />
Alhamdulillah, Allah panjangkan umur meneguk polos Ramadhan..<br />
o,kira bagus la.since dah kerja maka ada fitrah yang harus di langsai...<br />
weh..sejuk je rasa nikmat hidup bumi Allah.<br />
<br />
<br />
apa la merepek ini labuu.<br />
ok,baiklah.sebenarnya hati sebal,otak tepu<br />
melunas hutang detail drawing berbaki tigaa<br />
kerja kayu since forever macam nak gaduh buat wrestling je dengan saya...<br />
tepu-tepu-tepu<br />
dah tiga minggu tak siap-siap!<br />
oh.life.tolong jadi baiklah!!!<br />
hehe :)<br />
<br />
bila perut lapar.mata hadap pc.tengok facebook.switch tumblr.<br />
asyik-asyik nak kira cepatlah sampai lima!!<br />
aku pendosa.<br />
pertama kali puasa bergelar pekerja benar-benar pekerja.<br />
rasa gila.<br />
tak mengapa.<br />
hidup melayan saya dengan baik belakangan ini.<br />
<br />
Selamat Berpuasa Semua!Ramadhan kareem :))<br />
kumpul pahala la yokkk.<br />
(ceh kau,konon.pfttt)<br />
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=)yenyenprenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18420448379729130837noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9037739407367501483.post-79774748618440509682011-07-21T10:03:00.000+08:002011-07-21T10:03:27.892+08:00HIDUP DISERU MATIKita, dunia dan isi-isi dalamnya kelak akan pergi<br />
hancur dimamah tanah,<br />
jadi memori akal atau satu puisi<br />
<br />
Maka hiduplah kita seadanya kita<br />
berjuanglah kita seadanya kita<br />
sedang kita juga mengerti<br />
Semua permainan duniawi ini akan pergi<br />
<br />
Yang menguasai, yang dikuasai<br />
Satu hari akan pergi.<br />
<br />
Mungkin,<br />
Ini cuma barangkali,<br />
Ini hukum duniawi<br />
<br />
Hiduplah kita<br />
Satu hari<br />
kita semua pun akan pergi....<br />
<br />
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-anon-yenyenprenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18420448379729130837noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9037739407367501483.post-18654761560265048742011-07-18T14:49:00.002+08:002011-07-18T14:49:09.056+08:00rindu<div style="text-align: center;">nanti</div><div style="text-align: center;">aku rindu.</div><div style="text-align: center;">kau</div><div style="text-align: center;">wahai belog.</div>yenyenprenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18420448379729130837noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9037739407367501483.post-41012977164164310272011-07-08T16:09:00.000+08:002011-07-08T16:09:45.573+08:00i voice out my opinion and you shouldn't hate me<b>this is draft first post.i should post it on july 2 actually.</b><br />
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i am a person who strongly believe everybody is entitled to their own opinion<br />
and we, as the other person or human being should respect it, regardless what their physical sizes, hair colors, religion, races and yeah.no matter what,where,when and who they are..<br />
<br />
because i too believe, my Creator are the greatest, that He creates every person on earth or on mars different..different faces, and most importantly different minds.and who are we to insult Him?<br />
no one.even if you don't believe in Allah existence, we are no one compared to other forces, greater than us.nature forces, technology forces, an army forces.oh sure we as the great 'human being' can create a tsunami shield, a greater than the latest ipad series, a weapon that can be launch by one person to bomb a battalion of an army..wey seriously..are we 100% sure that we are actually safe in that shield?that our latest technology are actually the latest one? (think that aliens movie lah wahai you) and hey, can you believe that person who launch the bomb aren't a traitor?see?<br />
<br />
Ah i actually start to believe that Allah creates us all just to tickle our dull minds, dull senses that there are something greater than us, (no, no i'm not saying that i dont believe Allah create us as the most finest creature ever existed) its just that there are elements that when combine into ones, it can emerge our most delicate body, mind and soul ni la..something like winds and clouds, a movement and earth, a neutron and nuclear and much more (yep pikerla snirik),and yes my dear..human forces above all..are the most destructive weapon you shouldn't underestimate.never.<br />
<br />
So u get ke what my point is?<br />
<br />
Please.respect others.u wouldn't know what they could turn into<br />
Perhaps today they are no one to you<br />
Tomorrow they are your bosses, your in laws, even your significant others!<br />
And when that times come, would you by any mean refuse them?say 'no i HATE you' to them?<br />
<br />
okay.ini memang berkaitan BERSIH-esok.i'm an observer.an entities benefit no one other than me.my whole 23 years of life, I've been a pro government as long as i can remember <--back then when the only colour i see is blue-for u know,Barisan Nasional, during Tun's regime..so please dont associate my opinion as tak mengenang budi, tak tahu bersyukur, tak tahu akar umbi asal BERSIH itu apa..please don't.because i read, i see, i listen, and i trust my instinct true enough to be sure with what my heart told me.<br />
<br />
so i felt like to voice out my opinion now.<br />
these people, by people i mean those involve with 'Bersih'.who agree with the core of what Bersih fight for, not the person who lead it.I THINK they mean you no harm.by you, i mean us-rakyat,government,tourist, seller,and whoever affected tomorrow. they want to voice out for what they believe in.so there is no reason we should scared of them, by we, i mean we-rakyat,government,tourist, seller,and whoever affected tomorrow..<br />
<br />
mengharamkan Bersih, cuma menyimbah api, menambah semarak,menimbulkan persoalan ketidakmatangan dalam berpolitik,mentadbir negara, these are things that i know our leaders are well aware but didn't care less or just being protective over the rakyat.(i know for sure no one hopes this perhimpunan, picket, demonstrasi whatever u may call it turn out disastrous, paralyzed the economy, jadi peristiwa berdarah) but yeah, thanks to you leaders, many more are joining it.<br />
<br />
but hey..come to think of it,kalau benda-benda extreme je boleh menyedarkan mereka.why not kan?like me, who is a pro government for my whole life tu (motip nak isytihar lagi sekali) if this simple action can knock out some senses in their heads.let it be..if this can stop corruption in our system, let it be..if this can finally satisfied 'few' but majorities of Malaysian, why not?we are a democratic country afterall, we folllow noneother than the one and only Raja Berpelembagaan yeah?<br />
<br />
so that's it.<br />
i represent no one but me, myself and i..<br />
i voice out my opinion and you shouldn't hate me. :)yenyenprenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18420448379729130837noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9037739407367501483.post-30913052108644063052011-07-07T10:37:00.000+08:002011-07-07T10:37:24.078+08:00Songket Sutera<div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">baby steps.</div><div style="text-align: center;">one at a time ey?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">mintak dipermudahkan la,</div><div style="text-align: center;">dunya akhirah.</div><div style="text-align: center;">penat la gilaaa menekat benang di kain sutera..</div><div style="text-align: center;">kain songket would do.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">and so i leave my life,my death n my destiny all to Allah</div><div style="text-align: center;">the most Gracious, far Exalted above what my dull brain knows.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">OKAY.MUNGKIN DAH JUMPA.</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">.CALON.</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">(- -")</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: justify;">mood : ini bukan musim mengawan, ini musim serius.thinks Bersih, Kuning, Ambiga, Najib,A.Samad Said, PDRM,YDPA, weh.sangat banyak dan menarik untuk bukak kitab federal constitution rupanya :)</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: justify;">i've never been so into something macamni la gilaaa..haha.</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: justify;">i take it as a challenge.sure.an adventure of an introvert,</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: justify;">radikal bebas si kidal,</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: justify;">weh, orang muda.semangat memang berkobar-kobar ey? ;)</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: justify;">hehe soreyh.and what am i rambling about pagi-pagi ni.ngeh. </div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: justify;">HYPER la pulak.teehee :D</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: justify;">i've long waited for you!jiwa mudaku. :)</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: justify;">nice to meet you.</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: justify;">may our knot stronger than before, </div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: justify;">to keep me going.in this world.</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: justify;">since u already blew my spirits back.</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: justify;">eh no, you are my spirit!jiwa mudaku :)</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: justify;">stay where you are.</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: justify;">till time bid us goodbye again.</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: justify;">till death do us apart. ( ingat kawen ka?ala.lebih kurang la..hehe)</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: justify;">dah la.bai!</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: justify;">serious shit i mcm high on something kan?ngiahaha</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: justify;">haah la kot. :)</div>yenyenprenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18420448379729130837noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9037739407367501483.post-88496475577133969752011-06-28T14:15:00.000+08:002011-06-28T14:15:51.840+08:00Jahilpernah tak rasa,<br />
nak mencarut tapi rasa berdosa.<br />
nak beri sms tapi rasa berdosa tak beri salam?<br />
<br />
<div style="text-align: center;">apa rasa jadi jahil celik mata celik telinga?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">apa rasa jadi tongkat menongkah ke depan,</div><div style="text-align: center;">dipukul dilipat si buta?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">apa rasa jadi baik?</div><div style="text-align: center;">duduk senyap.salah,</div><div style="text-align: center;">duduk bising.dikata,</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">dunia.left right.</div><div style="text-align: left;">simple yet intrigued,disastrous ey?</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">peluh rintik-rintik nak istiqamah.</div><div style="text-align: left;">payah.siapa kata senang?</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div>yenyenprenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18420448379729130837noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9037739407367501483.post-32255103725798303272011-06-24T15:47:00.000+08:002011-06-24T15:47:31.977+08:00TEATER MARHAEN.men are the most complicated creature in this whole world.I SWEAR.<br />
<br />
yesterday, i had a conversation with one of my best man (eh perempuan ada best man ke?haha),<br />
and man...what's wrong with you guys?<br />
we girls are not a commodity.<br />
and you cant referring us to other girl like we are just another of your guy friends.<br />
yes sure we are two different persons.different personalities.different lifestyle.<br />
but we share a common hormones.PLEASE.<br />
<br />
okay.i might be exaggerating.<br />
kembali ke situasi NORMAL.<br />
by NORMAL, i mean,DRAMA,TEATER MARHAEN kita..<br />
<br />
bila saya kata bertunang itu renyah.consume masa.membazirkan uang.<br />
lebih mudah kahwin di pejabat kadi sahaja (note : not the 'kami kena cekup khalwat maka kena kahwin sekarang' kind of wedding) but yeah.just a simple, really simple solemnization ceremony where all i should do just say 'i do', followed by a simple kenduri doa selamat...(ala-ala menikah oversea gitu)...saya dikata sebagai terlalu dipengaruh barat.too much little black dress books he thought.westerner katanya.dah belajar tinggi (tinggi lah sangat...) taknak pegang adat melayu lagi.bertunang tu kan adat nenek moyang.lebih sopan.another step to secure the girl u want heh..what the what???fine...<br />
<br />
when i ask, the 'hantaran' for his respective significant other<br />
he said, "adalah dalam (sekian-sekian),ok lah tu.kenduri kampung mana telan ribu-riban,grad diploma..ok lah tu kan?kan?"<br />
to which i replied "so okaylah kalau aku nak mintak 18k untuk hantaran aku?"<br />
"asal lak?"<br />
"yela, aku grad (isi tempat kosong), aku pandai (isi skill orang puang), aku boleh (isi skill orang puang), and i can hand washed the whole family clothes (consist 15 pax) single handedly."<br />
"kau ingat kau siti nurhaliza?erra fazira?MATERIALISTIK."<br />
"wey,anak (isi tempat kosong), tu kerja (isi tempat kosong) pun dapat 15k tauu." (provok untuk meniup api)<br />
"tu anak orang..lawa,putih,gebu.engkau! (okay.masukkan F word disini) tula kau,hantaran ni lazim je kau tau tak,yang wajib tu mas kahwin..belajar tinggi.sampai darjah khas, tu pun taktau (again.pfttt)" <br />
"dah tu bertunang tu bukan lazim ke?adat?melayu katanya??"<br />
him,facepalm.<br />
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">okay.i might be exaggerating.</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">kembali ke situasi NORMAL.</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">by NORMAL, i mean,life,my normal life..</div><div><br />
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sekarang,saya baru discover salah satu kebolehan saya ialah kemahiran memprovok.(memprovok??) hahaha.<br />
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</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">i ask my abah once, about how much hantaran he would ask if he were to marry me to man i choose.</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">to which he replied "abah bukan nak jual anak abah.."</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">suddenly i felt not all men are complicated, they just haven't reach my dad's phase of life yet..(camharomm grammar kau yen) </div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><br />
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</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">note : musim mengawan kan sekarang?letih la kawan nak jawab takde calon.kawan nak sambung belajar lagi.paham tak?paham tak?? <------ (motip sangat nak isytihar takde calon.heh)</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><br />
</div>yenyenprenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18420448379729130837noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9037739407367501483.post-3129753351176977572011-06-23T16:51:00.000+08:002011-06-23T16:51:04.757+08:00reminder.<div>since i've been a...........(lupa.)</div><div><br />
</div><div>okay.kena ambik ikan, kismis, badam banyak-banyak lagi ( T_________T)</div>yenyenprenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18420448379729130837noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9037739407367501483.post-17243823680681812442011-06-20T17:01:00.000+08:002011-06-20T17:01:21.545+08:00.Apalah diharap pada nama?<br />
Kalau hati tak bahagia?<br />
<br />
Apalah diharap pada kagum?<br />
kalau hati sesak bilang kesal?<br />
<br />
Apalah diharap pada cita.<br />
Kalau hati lupa tujuan asal..<br />
<br />
Apalah arti hidup,<br />
Kalau percuma jadi lacuran.<br />
<br />
Apalah arti mati,<br />
Kalau meruntun nasib diri.<br />
<br />
Degup-degup berdiri lagi<br />
plap-plap aku lari.<br />
Kosong<br />
mungkin cuma entiti.<br />
Hapus ditiup angin<br />
dibawa pergi.yenyenprenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18420448379729130837noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9037739407367501483.post-9067549787122849002011-06-12T10:13:00.000+08:002011-06-12T10:13:41.001+08:00ingat tak..zaman facebook baru buka?baru bertapak?baru nak up?<br />
ehh..i remember those day...macam nak gelak je..friend list pun 102 orang sahaja.kah2.lawak<br />
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okay.ini.buat saya tersenyum.tentang memori facebook.<br />
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i wrote this note called 20 things about me you ought to know <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: grey; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px;">"on Wednesday, February 4, 2009 at 3:28am"</span><br />
(pakai caption facebook siap)..haha.<br />
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so here<br />
<h2 class="uiHeaderTitle" style="color: #1c2a47; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">20 things about me you ought to know...</h2><div><br />
</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 16px;">Rules: Here's my "20 things" list. If I tagged you, you are supposed to write a note with 20 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 20 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 16px;"><br />
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</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 16px;">1.people always think i am a 'good girl'.eh no lah..u think u know me?no u dont!</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 16px;"><br />
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</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 16px;">2.i once do street dance at penang..sume kawan2 pon terkejot.haha x percaye lah tu i leh wat solo dance..see..i told u..u dont know me..i love to dance!!</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 16px;"><br />
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</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 16px;">3.saye xleh pakai anting-anting sebab xde tindik hehe</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 16px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 16px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 16px;">4.mase form five..saya pernah panjat pokok pelam situated between my prep class and dining aspura..then ada plak seorang aspura nampak..(eh dua sebenarnya haha tapi sorang je yang i ingat-his name is ilham)</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 16px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 16px;">phew wat malu jer haha</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 16px;"><br />
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</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 16px;">5.i love to read.saya boleh habiskan novel satu dua inci dalam beberapa jam saja..(x cye?tye la membe2 i tuu)</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 16px;"><br />
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</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 16px;">6.saye pernah menang tempat kedua dalam pertandingan menulis cerpen sempena bulan kemerdekaan anjuran perpustakaan sultan ismail pada tahun 2005.haha got money prizes heh..jangan mare</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 16px;"><br />
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</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 16px;">7.pernah tido dalam kelas and cikgu masukkan kapur dalam hidung..haha..(when i was in standard two)</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 16px;"><br />
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</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 16px;">8.i love chess but i dont excel on it</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 16px;"><br />
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</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 16px;">9.i ada myspace account</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 16px;"><br />
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</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 16px;">10.i love my friends so much that i put them first,then my boyfriend...(patut la sume ex boyfriend i lari haha)</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 16px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 16px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 16px;">11.anak-anak sdare call me cik yan..</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 16px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 16px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 16px;">12.i love cute things.comics.chocolates and coins=)</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 16px;"><br />
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</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 16px;">13.membawa motor TANPA LESEN MEMANDU di sebuah negri beribu kilometer jauh dari negri asal motor itu</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 16px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 16px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 16px;">14.people dont see me as somebody who know perang teluk tu berlaku pada 1990 antara negara iraq dan iran..</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 16px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 16px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 16px;">15.my dad..is my hero..and my hair is curl=)..u know..(i got it from my mama)</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 16px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 16px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 16px;">16.my brothers (i have 4 brothers eh..) treat me like i'm still 10 years old</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 16px;"><br />
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</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 16px;">17.x boleh hidup tanpa sambal..</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 16px;"><br />
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</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 16px;">18.i know politik la weyh...</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 16px;"><br />
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</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 16px;">19.what colour do i like?i love colourful=)</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 16px;"><br />
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</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 16px;">20.siyes..aku pelik..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 16px;"><br />
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</span></span></div><div>memori cinta luka betol.hehe</div><div>dah lah.bai.</div><div><br />
</div><div>Assalamualaikum =)</div>yenyenprenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18420448379729130837noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9037739407367501483.post-60976338075359523382011-06-02T11:46:00.000+08:002011-06-02T11:46:34.574+08:00Perincian Kayu<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh3OLWnpNG8pWOr7UKSwFQcCZ8NLDh_n8kUqfLEuHEgVlgDFqGqzoqgEcSaeDz9zjF85p8PGbeuJsl0cmnYddisJYKkNq0B5uGxKH8yG_A3DXKwivLTcNMmjBMhaE8dYuBuqgvgrXRYEoc/s1600/Untitled-1.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="242" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh3OLWnpNG8pWOr7UKSwFQcCZ8NLDh_n8kUqfLEuHEgVlgDFqGqzoqgEcSaeDz9zjF85p8PGbeuJsl0cmnYddisJYKkNq0B5uGxKH8yG_A3DXKwivLTcNMmjBMhaE8dYuBuqgvgrXRYEoc/s400/Untitled-1.jpg" width="400" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">few, got nightmares because of this freakin drawing.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">he.he.he.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">(tak lawak langsung)</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
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dah bai.<br />
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Assalamualaikum :)yenyenprenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18420448379729130837noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9037739407367501483.post-90285517226729703462011-05-31T14:12:00.000+08:002011-05-31T14:12:23.923+08:00Draft nak tulis.tapi tak reti tulis.saya bukan Stephen King<div class="MsoNormal">Bila seorang dari member kahwin.kami yang bujang-bujang pun mula..ha kau next, kau next, eh..tak ada calon pun next...ah bicara soal jodoh, memang tak akan habis.duduk kedai minum kopi berjenama cool blog itu pun belum tentu habis walau minuman kopi itu sudah 2 kali habis..maklum lah, perempuan.kalau dah lama tak jumpa..memang gebang harusss melebih-lebih.jadi wahai kaum adam sila lah faham.ini fakta.(no wonder lah perempuan lebih ramai di neraka.dush.oh well currently my brain setting ada putus fius/i’m not one who love to tell something unrelated.yeah.boo yen)</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">Dulu waktu belajar..asal berjaga malam...minuman yang paling kerap diteguk memang nescafe.dan lagi waktu itu, sedang branding nescafe strong, mild dan normal..ala..yang kaler hijau, kuning dan merah itu...maka hari-hari memang teguk yang kaler hijau.cukop.memang tak tido sampai pagi.esok kalau ada submission..memang terbaik.teguk 2-3 kali.balik submission kau pengsan akibat migrain.terbaek dari ladang!(oh tahu tak bekerja dengan creative industries does really have an impact to your health.because it so stressful..u akan pernah rasaa mati itu barangkali lebih baik.oh ya.Alexander McQueen mati bunuh diri.ftw.great loss)</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">Arwah nenek yang saya gelar Mbah, seorang yang sangat rajin.a true landscaper.dulu keliling rumah Mbah tanam pokok.Mbah bataskan dan pagarkan dengan botol-botol minuman soda, pepsi yang memang jarang nak jumpa sekarang.di hujung sudut, Mbah tanamkan pokok sukun yang tinggi dan berdaun rimbun..buah nya lebat, namun jarang dirasa oleh Mbah, banyak jadi rezeki saya..cucu kesayangan (ehem, perasan) paling tak boleh lupa..bunga melur arwah mbah..warna putih berlatar daun hijau gelap.ah RINDU.sungguh );</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">Tahun ni, anak saudara saya sudah 9, eh, pantas..sudah melebihi bilangan adik beradik.hik.syukur, rezeki Tuhan.Alhamdulillah..yang sulung.paling kerap dikata seiras saya.paling kerap dikata saling tak tumpah saya..kuat tidur (sama), kuat berinternet (sama), kuat berangan (sama), kuat melukis.oh dengar kata bercita mahu menjadi arkitek. (oh,sama jugak!!) though i try to prevent her from gettin such career as an ambition..tapi apa nak buat..(mana la tumpah kuah.cehhh) </div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">perenggan ini adalah perenggan keluhan.sila percaya.kadang-kadang saya memang tak tahu nak terangkan dekat orang bagaimana saya boleh bergraduasi dengan degree tanpa sijil STPM, matrikulasi, hatta diploma sekalipun..sijil SPM je.ya.sijil SPM je saya ada.dan degree yang dua helai tula.. kerana proses penerangan itu payah.(benci sebab taktau nak pilih yang mana bila isi borang SPA.ftw.terus tawar hati nak kerja kerajaan.haha) maka terkadang saya lebih gemar mengaku saya baru bergraduasi diploma.kerana hakikatnya sesuatu yang di luar batas normal agak sukar diterima oleh masyarakat yang sudah menanam persepsi di dalam kotak fikiran. (now u get why they told you think out of the box right?)</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">saya melihat masyarakat kita semakin kembali ke zaman Jahiliyyah.beragama kerana nenek moyang..dont u think so?banyak benda jadi kalut.but i refuse to be typical who question, who argue, tapi berjalan serong.mengundur kengkang.NO.i'm not that person.dot.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal">saya bersyukur, Allah (yang masih saya cari.yang masih saya cuba letakkan sebagai yang pertama saya ingat selepas bangun, dan yang terakhir saya ingat sebelum tidur) masih mengizinkan ingatan saya yang semakin lemah mengingat belakangan ini, no matter how much raisin i took, how many Surah i try to memorize.Alhamdulillah.Allah masih mengizinkan saya menulis.untuk jadi memoir.satu hari nanti.InsyaAllah.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">k,bai</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">Assalamualaikum. =)</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
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</div>yenyenprenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18420448379729130837noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9037739407367501483.post-74445637056226112132011-05-26T15:02:00.001+08:002011-05-26T17:03:57.138+08:00Cita-cita nasi sepinggandulu kecik-kecik, cita-cita kamu, kamu, dan kamu nak jadi apa?<br />
mesti nak jadi posmen, cikgu, suri rumah kan? (lame..) haha<br />
tapi rasanya time saya, kawan-kawan saya dah advance sikit.maklum lah.kanak-kanak 90-an, dah kenal tv, dah kenal game boy, kalau dah ada komputer kat rumah tu memang kira (wah!!buat muka kagum)...oh wait, ini dari perspektif kanak-kanak luar bandar ye.kalau anda urban, perspektifnya mungkin kona ada komputer, ada internet dial 1511 ke apa.kan?(wah!!buat muka kagum).. hehe<br />
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lepas tu cita-cita pun masing-masing dah advance..nak jadi saintis la, engineer la, tapi cikgu memang popular (gamaknya karier cikgu ni memang popular dari zaman wujudnya perkataan cita-cita) eh, rasanya sampai sekarang budak-budak nak jadi cikgu bila dah besar. (alolo sweet je..) tapi antara rakan-rakan ku yang berhingus tu...yang paling popular cita-cita bagi kaum adam nak jadi pilot.glamour weh, taktau asal...rasanya ada dua sebab;<br />
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1. testosterone mereka terangsang dengan pramugari cantik, hot, letops. (ceh padahal tak pernah naik kapal terbang pun.huehuehue)<br />
2.eleh, sebab duit lah.apa lagi..serious,sepatutnya sebab no 2 ni jadi sebab no 1..<br />
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okay, nak kupas reason no 2.saya faham sebenarnya, bila kita kecil, 7-6 tahun..itu adalah saat crucial mak apak kita mengenalkan kita dengan dunia, maksudnya tu..macam mana nak lentur budak ni, jadi senget ka, jadi lampai ka, yelah, kalau ingat diri sendiri or tanya balik, mesti mak apak kita akan cakap kita paling banyak tanya itu ini waktu umur-umur ni lah, waktu baru pandai nak susun ayat. kalau mak apak kita kata waktu kita menengah rendah or menengah atas..tu maksudnya kita ni rebel.kojaq bahasa lembutnya. (eh jap,cermin diri sendiri.) tapi takpa.ada rebel bersebab.ada rebel mendatangkan kebaikan.tu kita kupas lain kali ye.<br />
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berbalik kepada topik asal...kenapa mak apak kita,kakak abang kita, cikgu-cikgu kita tolong kita decide kan cita-cita kita waktu kita kecil untuk jadi pilot,jadi peramugari walau kau kontot, jadi engineer, jadi arkitek (ehem), jadi tentera udara (heleh,nak yg up-up aje...).<b>kenapa.mengapa</b>. (kalau ibu bapa anda tidak mempengaruhi/influence SAMA SEKALI/NO/NEVER/NEHI keputusan cita-cita anda,TAHNIAH bete.)<br />
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dan lagi sekali penekanan, (saya cuba berlaku adil) namun ini biar kita kupas dari perspektif luar bandar, sebenarnya, yang boleh diperhatikan, it differ, antara ibu bapa itu sendiri.i mean, kalau ibu bapa tu jenis 'celik mata'..mostly akan suruh anak-anak mencari kerja berorientasikan duit.maka pilot,engineer,doktor, (yang konon-konon nya KAYA tu) memang jadi favourite lah among ibu bapa yang 'celik mata' ni...kalau mak ayah yang ermm, 'cool'..selalunya tak kisah.ayat cliche 'tak kisah la nak, janji tak jadi perompak,perogol sudah'<br />
sebenarnya kalau bicara soal ini memang tak akan habis since if we trace back the roots, semua pun akan mengangguk, ini semua permainan dunia.yang berorientasikan wang ringgit dan darjat.kalau tak masakan di jaman P.Ramlee sudah pun timbul antara dua darjat kan zabedah?masakan Asiah dimurkai firaun akibat anak dari sungai kan zakaria? (err tiba-tiba),<br />
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maksud saya tu..ibu bapa semua nak yang baik-baik, molek-molek, intan berlian, syurga untuk anak mereka.ini semua kerana hukum dunia.benar nggak.benar kan?? (asal rasa cam da melalut je niii) maka dalam mind set ibu bapa ni..pekerjaan-pekerjaan seumpama contoh diatas lah yang mampu menjamin masa depan anak mereka, hakikatnya, pekerjaan-pekerjaan itu belaka mengerah kudrat, menjadi kuli manusia lain, namun iya, ingat kata kuncinya!pekerjaan tetap = gaji bulanan tetap = masa depan terjamin.cliche' kan.tapi itulah.reality bites.roar!<br />
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ini, meneruskan kesinambungan hidup berorientasikan wang ringgit dan darjat, maksudnya bila mindset ibu ayah dah macam tu..maka anak-anak pun terdidik pekerjaan-pekerjaan inilah yang mampu menjamin hidup mereka, mampu meng 'kaya' kan mereka, unfortunately..not all of us have lucky genes sculpted at our bones, anda boleh panggil 'ia' sebagai, pemalas..tidak mahu berusaha,tiada rejeki, tiada cita-cita malah..namun..itulah, tidak semua antara kita bertuah untuk menjadi apa yang kita cita-citakan.tak timbul istilah malas dalam hal ni.sebagai contoh,<br />
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anda seorang pelajar lepasan matrik sains hayat, kerana anda bercita-cita menjadi doktor anda berusaha bersungguh-sungguh mendapatkan keputusan terbaik, as fate play its roles, it turns out your final result is 4.00 (weehoo) anda pun apply perubatan di UKM kerana kerana keputusan anda itu melayakkan anda, kemudian anda letak UM dan UiTM sebagai pilihan kedua ketiga.yang lain-lain anda letak jurusan kejuruteraan,matematik kerana anda walaupun takut-takut itu ada, anda pasti akan diterima oleh UKM.and..as fate play its roles again..ya, anda memang layak masuk UKM jurusan perubatan, malangnya..kerana kuota telah penuh..anda tidak dapat masuk..(hello did i remind you about fates?) maka tercampaklah anda di USM melakukan kursus Matematik Statistik.yang anda buat separa hati kemudian result anda macam gampang, terpaksa repeat beberapa subjek,dan oh, anda end up lulus, kemudian anda berkeadaan unemployed selama satu tahun setengah sebelum berjaya mendapat jawatan sebagai trainee penolong pengurus di Pizza Hut cawangan Jaya Jusco Ayer Keroh.bidang tidak berkena mengena dengan kursus anda.cita-cita zaman sekolah?err jauh sekali.deh.complicated cerita anda.<br />
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oh well, maka apakah yang boleh kita buat dengan dunia kejam ini?(ah maaf, penulis dipengaruh emosi golongan pekerja) anda tidak boleh menyalahkan takdir.tidak boleh menyalahkan diri sendiri.ibu bapa jauh sekali..eh jap,kenapa nak salahkan ibu bapa?mereka cuma menolong menunjuk jalan.okay itu pun nak kena mintak tolong saya simpulkan?mana boleh salahkan shiapa-shiapa.loser namanya tu.salahkan diri sendiri! itu pun loser!!<br />
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redha lah,,betul.nasib tu belum nak dekat.yang penting kan kita priorities keutamaan hidup kita.duit kah?darjat kah?syurga kah?neraka kah?atau mati kah?ehem.yang pasti kan semua akan mati.tinggal macam mana nak meneruskan hidup ke saat kematian je kan.tu je.pilihan di tangan anda!!!nak hidup dengan gucci ke,prada ke, alexander mcqueen ke (ehem), takpun hidup berfalsafahkan sun tzu ke, karl max ke, taoism ke, imam hanafi ke, seriously..its your choice.nak makan nasi sepinggan..kena ada rm 1.00 paling kurang, mana nak dapat rm 1.00 tu..nak merompak, nak duk mintak kawan, nak kerja.,.<br />
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eh penat.<br />
k bye sayang.<br />
xoxo.<br />
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eh tiba-tiba rasa benar kata-kataku ini.hehe..tapi memang betul kan, ibu bapa mana tak mahu yang terbaik untuk anak mereka?<br />
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