hmm..tak reti guna blog system yang baru..
cepatnya.rase dah 3 tahun blog ini.ahaha
those yang active blogging pun sekarang either mia, or suam-suam kuku.
hukhuk,everybodies busy growing up i guess.ahh masa muda ;')
nanti lah.
mungkin kena shut down ini belog.
tulis lain.
yang memberi isi
memberi makna.
sekian
yen di kejauhan..
(jauhhh sangat)
Monday, July 30, 2012
Monday, May 21, 2012
Asbab
Bismillahirahmanirahim..
ehem,how do i start this?so long ey?
this blog dah naik bersawang,(btw,did u know,institusi kekeluargaan yang paling rapuh ialah keluarga labah-labah?since the child will kill their mother when they're able to feed themselves,especially the black widow species..) rasa-rasa macam dah kena campak blog bersawang ini dalam longkang.it felt like yesterday, that i frst posted,back then,sweet perak.how time flies.and yet, i were still the same.unmoving.Naudzubillah.But u know,me is being me lah,sangat sayang,cannot let go this secret treasure of yours truly.ehehe
Saya pun taktau atas sebab apa saya masih menulis,masih menaip di atas keyboard, dan sebentar lagi masih menekan butang publish, i seriously have no idea of what am i doing, but somehow,i have to share.to tell, the journey that i've begun, in search of finding myself,my passion,truly where my heart lies (InsyaAllah).
As for most of u yang confirm-confirm la taktau hehe, i'm in a phase of life that i love to call as transition.a hijrah,to be a better person,insyaAllah.this might come to u as 'oh yeke' or 'oh,erm x kesahlah,whatever' or 'oh,okbye' whatever u love to call, but somehow, i feel like i'd love to share it with u,this is like a declaration,that "i've been reverted' to islam (no, not that i'm not muslim before, this is like renewing my iman,to islam,which i embrace 'seadanya' before.) this also, will act as my reminder, my barrier, later, that i've been here, so i shouldnt've look back.(May Allah strengthen my iman.ameen)
As for most of u yang confirm-confirm la taktau hehe, i'm in a phase of life that i love to call as transition.a hijrah,to be a better person,insyaAllah.this might come to u as 'oh yeke' or 'oh,erm x kesahlah,whatever' or 'oh,okbye' whatever u love to call, but somehow, i feel like i'd love to share it with u,this is like a declaration,that "i've been reverted' to islam (no, not that i'm not muslim before, this is like renewing my iman,to islam,which i embrace 'seadanya' before.) this also, will act as my reminder, my barrier, later, that i've been here, so i shouldnt've look back.(May Allah strengthen my iman.ameen)
I still remember, few months ago, i'm in the state of hallucinating myself with erm,i don't know how to describe it, perhaps we shall call it jiwa kacau.I seems fine,i laugh, i cry, i stare,and that's it.there's emotion, but no soul involved.Along that time, i started to ask myself with a question one by one.celaru, the questions,unanswered questions that lingered around my head macam banyak sangat.yang keep popping is 'Sampai bila nak macam ni?' macam ni merujuk pada my then lifestyle.Iya, bertudung, solat, tapi that's it,tudung tu tak bawa kesan seculas pun pada hati, solat masih tak mampu nak kawal diri dari mengata orang, sumpah seranah orang.Then come the next questions.Do i doing it correctly,or i just doing it for the sake of 'melepas batuk di tangga'.Then satu-satu mula display, satu-satu mintak jawapan, It was like.u know..let me explain u briefly about this Q&A within my head,
Q: yan, kenapa pakai tudung?
A: sebab Allah suruh?
Q: oh sebab Allah suruh.mana buktinya?
A: ada dalam Al-Quran?
Q:so?setakat bagitau ada dalam Al-Quran?even ur 5 years old niece can answer that.i wanted the proof.what surah?ayat ke berapa?can u answer that?u can't don't u?
:(
Q: u are what u believe in, does u act according to what u believe in?
A:yes.kot.
Q:so u r sure u will be submitted to heaven once izrael comes?
A: ntah,i don't know :(
For so long, saya leka, saya terikut-ikut,betul tak if saya katakan agama islam dalam diri kita ini cuma agama ikut-ikutan,orang sembahyang,kita sembahyang, orang tinggal sembahyang,kita tinggal sembahyang,sometimes without solid reasons, padahal kita mengaku mempercayai syurga dan neraka.dan lazimnya kita mengakui balasan orang tidak bersembahyang itu azab maha pedih di neraka,atau apa benar?kita ini tergolong munafik?mulut berkata lain sementelah hati berkata lain,lantas terlambang dek perbuatan kita.betul kan?Masya Allah, may Allah saves us dear brothers and sisters :(
Alright, masing-masing mesti ada cerita sendiri kan?macam,tak kan tiba-tiba.like so tiba-tiba.Actually in my case, it is,memang tiba-tiba.the urge tu datang pagi, and the significant event come later that night.the night that were still fresh in my head.
So this is my asbab.dengan izin Allah.
kita asyik merungut gaji kita tak cukup, pemimpin kita menindas, negara kita tak maju, sampai kita lupa nak bukak mata luas-luas, about others, sampai lupa nak timbang tara, keperitan tahanan kita dan tahanan di luar sana.asyik larut dalam dunia kita, yang leka diulit bahagia,terlupa mereka, menangis sehari pun belum tentu dapat sesuap nasi.kita merungut anak dara kita lari dibawa bangla, kita terlupa anak dara mereka hari-hari diperkosa.Maka apa kita masih tega meminta tanpa pertama mengingati mereka?
kalau kita tak tergerak, berfikir sekarang, berdoa, berusaha sekarang, apa bisa?kita lahirkan seorang lagi Mu'tasimah?apa bisa? kita lahirkan seorang lagi Salahudin Al-Ayubi menakluk dunia?
The rise of Islam, itu janji pasti.tapi kita?apa sudah sedia?apa persediaan kita?
The choice is in ur hands afterall.
p/s:
-Seruan menutup aurat/bertudung (An-Nur ayat : 31)
-Balasan orang yang aman padahal telah berbuat dosa (Al-An'am : 44)
Q: yan, kenapa pakai tudung?
A: sebab Allah suruh?
Q: oh sebab Allah suruh.mana buktinya?
A: ada dalam Al-Quran?
Q:so?setakat bagitau ada dalam Al-Quran?even ur 5 years old niece can answer that.i wanted the proof.what surah?ayat ke berapa?can u answer that?u can't don't u?
:(
Q: u are what u believe in, does u act according to what u believe in?
A:yes.kot.
Q:so u r sure u will be submitted to heaven once izrael comes?
A: ntah,i don't know :(
For so long, saya leka, saya terikut-ikut,betul tak if saya katakan agama islam dalam diri kita ini cuma agama ikut-ikutan,orang sembahyang,kita sembahyang, orang tinggal sembahyang,kita tinggal sembahyang,sometimes without solid reasons, padahal kita mengaku mempercayai syurga dan neraka.dan lazimnya kita mengakui balasan orang tidak bersembahyang itu azab maha pedih di neraka,atau apa benar?kita ini tergolong munafik?mulut berkata lain sementelah hati berkata lain,lantas terlambang dek perbuatan kita.betul kan?Masya Allah, may Allah saves us dear brothers and sisters :(
Alright, masing-masing mesti ada cerita sendiri kan?macam,tak kan tiba-tiba.like so tiba-tiba.Actually in my case, it is,memang tiba-tiba.the urge tu datang pagi, and the significant event come later that night.the night that were still fresh in my head.
So this is my asbab.dengan izin Allah.
kita asyik merungut gaji kita tak cukup, pemimpin kita menindas, negara kita tak maju, sampai kita lupa nak bukak mata luas-luas, about others, sampai lupa nak timbang tara, keperitan tahanan kita dan tahanan di luar sana.asyik larut dalam dunia kita, yang leka diulit bahagia,terlupa mereka, menangis sehari pun belum tentu dapat sesuap nasi.kita merungut anak dara kita lari dibawa bangla, kita terlupa anak dara mereka hari-hari diperkosa.Maka apa kita masih tega meminta tanpa pertama mengingati mereka?
kalau kita tak tergerak, berfikir sekarang, berdoa, berusaha sekarang, apa bisa?kita lahirkan seorang lagi Mu'tasimah?apa bisa? kita lahirkan seorang lagi Salahudin Al-Ayubi menakluk dunia?
The rise of Islam, itu janji pasti.tapi kita?apa sudah sedia?apa persediaan kita?
The choice is in ur hands afterall.
p/s:
-Seruan menutup aurat/bertudung (An-Nur ayat : 31)
-Balasan orang yang aman padahal telah berbuat dosa (Al-An'am : 44)
Thursday, April 12, 2012
Paradigma
Its funny how jealousy can turn u whoopsie downsie, once u let it go, u actually start to move on and able to look the same situation with different perspective.and the jealousy u first felt will somehow turn into something extremely odd, and finally you can just laughing or smile at it..later,much later, when the green feeling (jealous i mean) came, trust me, u can smile, or maybe, just maybe, the green bubbles boil your head up but u can simply switch it with another feeling in a flick of seconds.trust me, but first of all, u have to let go,or give up or anything to put the jealousy aside.it may require a knock on ur head, or a significant event, or simply a practice of mediation...
Q : what if something that we did absent mindedly is the one that put the extra kilos on our bad deeds in judgement day?
A : though i would love to say t'was ok, we wont go into hell cos we didn't realize we did that tapi, i still searching for the dalil to prove it, my brain ni sekarang,hmm.payah nak control.we need facts. (me and my brain)
Ah ye,Q & A is from yours truly :)
Statement : I want to be better.but better is hard, let alone the amount of 'steady' needed to put into it.I fail, many times.(eh bole ke many times??ahaha)
Q : what if something that we did absent mindedly is the one that put the extra kilos on our bad deeds in judgement day?
A : though i would love to say t'was ok, we wont go into hell cos we didn't realize we did that tapi, i still searching for the dalil to prove it, my brain ni sekarang,hmm.payah nak control.we need facts. (me and my brain)
Ah ye,Q & A is from yours truly :)
Statement : I want to be better.but better is hard, let alone the amount of 'steady' needed to put into it.I fail, many times.(eh bole ke many times??ahaha)
Monday, March 19, 2012
HIJRAH
nak pindah tempat kerja!
SERONOK!
tapi masih blur-blur
like seriously?
ok.
doakan saya berjaya :)
p/s : i guess back to ur ma n pa armpit will never go wrong.heheh :D
Sunday, February 12, 2012
Why i dont dress up like other girls did
its easy,
i'm not your stereotype of girl kot,
yala,i memang la baik,hahaha (- -'') but i'm not that baik u know...
why labeling me as ustazah?
it wasn't my fault isn't it if i cant live up to your expectations?
i choose kurung as my everyday wear to the office because it is practical.
formal and yet let me moves easily, (o yeahh i got the moves like jagger (; )
and why care so much about my appearance?so scary i dont get a boyfriend ah?hihi
kaks,(did i mention s there?) i know u wants me to looks stylish and not kampungan with kurung and all that,
but if i am comfortable this way,why should u feel the other way?
i thought ramai org suka tgk anak gadis berbaju kurung?oh tak eh? hehe
its funny dowh how after a year,you guys still debating about my appearance..
*ah dont bother this silly story kids,perhaps its just my naughty mind (or my touching heart) hehe,
secondly, i'm not an ustazah. but yes, saya sedang mendalami agama yang saya anuti.
is it wrong?
ustazah jeke blh ckp pasal agama?
what about our Prophet Muhammad S.A.W?he's a shepherd, businessman, motivator, strategist,haaa nak cakap apa lagi??if we were to make him our idol, why can't i talk about how we should divide pusaka according to faraid and at the same time let me be minah rock bawak motor that u used to admire.aigoo.melalut la pulak..peace <(- -,)>
oh ye,alang-alang i speak like an ustazah today, i want to share with you a little of knowledge i gain after attending a raudhah (taman syurga) just recently,ehehe kidding.,manada taman syurga..p majlis ilmu la,kan equal to sit under raudhah Allah.. :)
Actually the title of the ceramah by Datuk Abu Hasan Din Al Hafiz that i attended last two night was 'Pembinaan Keluarga Bahagia Asas Kecemerlangan Ummah' but i would love to share these two points that i think we can apply on our daily lives.not limited in institusi keluarga itu sahaja.
2 faktor utama kebahagiaan atau ketidakbahagian :
1. Ego
-ego,according to freud (he's a famous psychologist) bermaksud,(saya ringkaskan ye) sebahagian dari personaliti diri kita yang menghalang kita dari bertindak dari apa yang sepatutnya,
contohnya,my friend tegur i kaler plan drawing too pink..should tone down the color a bit, tapi oleh karena ego nya seorang izyan ni, i color the plan more pink,padahal itu ialah plan asrama jantan.muahaha.
according to Datuk Abu Hassan Din Al-Hafiz pulak, org ego ni,bak kata orang utara, 'cerdik tak boleh menumpang,bodoh tak dengar kata' hihi,diorg ni asyik nampak salah org je,perasan diri bagus la kononya..padahal,hampeh..(oh setepek ke mukaku),org yg asyik nampak salah orang ni payah..sebab nanti sendiri buat salah, tapi salahkan org lain,sangat bahaya in any relationships pun.tak kisah lah mak dgn anak ke,bapak dengan menantu ke,bos dgn pekerja ke,sesama rakan sekerja ke,kalau dapat the opposite tu sama-sama ego,lagi la parah,so seeloknya buang la sikap ego ni ok,sikit-sikit takpe..banyak-banyak nanti takut jadi begok pulak.huhu tau tak begok tu apa?p la tgk sinetron indon.ngee :D
2.Jahil tentang peranan dan tanggungjawab
masa ceramah tu, Datuk Abu Hassan Din Al-Hafiz tu terang ikut tajuk ceramah,jadinya lebih terjurus pada hal-hal kekeluargaan, tapi kalau kita nak apply dalam hidup seharian kita pun boleh kot, jadi biar i explain according to me okayh ;)
apa makna jahil? tak tahu kan? so dalam islam, kalau tak tahu kita kena buat apa?yes, ambil tahu,belajar,malah everybody pun tahu tuntutlah ilmu dari buaian hinggal ke liang lahad..insyaAllah..and hadith yang i tak tahu perawinya tu pun ada ckp tuntutlah ilmu hingga ke negeri china..bila dah ada ilmu, baru lah boleh beramal,baru lah jelas, o,tujuan kita hidup ni nak sembah Allah, o..tangungjawab seorang hamba kepada tuhanNya ialah menunaikan hakNya...hah barulah dah tak jahil.see?
applicable to other situations too i think, contohnya, saya tak pandai nak submit tender drawing dekat majlis, so saya kena la tanya my boss, tanye which drawings nak kena print, tanye admin borang apa nak kena prepare, bagi tahu my colleagues yang buat drawing tender tu untuk print 6 copy of blue print, one set linen and so on,and so on..so bila siap barula rasa enlightened hehe.so bila masing-masing tahu what to do,and tak kedekut ilmu nak ajar, barulah hidup kita aman, selesa dan bahagia!heee :D (ok semangat nak start dekat office.hihi)
Sebenarnya banyak lagi nak share,tapi kang kelaka pulak haa,cakap banyak-anyak.tapi sendiri pn belum habis mengaji (belajar), i mean, kalau nak tanya, tanya pada yang ahli ok, kalau tak pun tanyalah ustaz,pagi-pagi kat tv9.hee :D elok sangat nak buat isi jiwa.
eh saya ni memang cakap ja pandai..agama-agama mana boleh letak tepi...tapi..psst..konsert evanescence nak p jugak (excited nak jumpa korang ni maznah, nisa'!!!),so dont really put high expectations upon me okayh? i'm not your ordinary next door girl, i'm fantabulous.(fantastic + fabulous).ehe.blood vomit.
..peace.
i'm not your stereotype of girl kot,
yala,i memang la baik,hahaha (- -'') but i'm not that baik u know...
why labeling me as ustazah?
it wasn't my fault isn't it if i cant live up to your expectations?
i choose kurung as my everyday wear to the office because it is practical.
formal and yet let me moves easily, (o yeahh i got the moves like jagger (; )
and why care so much about my appearance?so scary i dont get a boyfriend ah?hihi
kaks,(did i mention s there?) i know u wants me to looks stylish and not kampungan with kurung and all that,
but if i am comfortable this way,why should u feel the other way?
i thought ramai org suka tgk anak gadis berbaju kurung?oh tak eh? hehe
its funny dowh how after a year,you guys still debating about my appearance..
*ah dont bother this silly story kids,perhaps its just my naughty mind (or my touching heart) hehe,
secondly, i'm not an ustazah. but yes, saya sedang mendalami agama yang saya anuti.
is it wrong?
ustazah jeke blh ckp pasal agama?
what about our Prophet Muhammad S.A.W?he's a shepherd, businessman, motivator, strategist,haaa nak cakap apa lagi??if we were to make him our idol, why can't i talk about how we should divide pusaka according to faraid and at the same time let me be minah rock bawak motor that u used to admire.aigoo.melalut la pulak..peace <(- -,)>
oh ye,alang-alang i speak like an ustazah today, i want to share with you a little of knowledge i gain after attending a raudhah (taman syurga) just recently,ehehe kidding.,manada taman syurga..p majlis ilmu la,kan equal to sit under raudhah Allah.. :)
Actually the title of the ceramah by Datuk Abu Hasan Din Al Hafiz that i attended last two night was 'Pembinaan Keluarga Bahagia Asas Kecemerlangan Ummah' but i would love to share these two points that i think we can apply on our daily lives.not limited in institusi keluarga itu sahaja.
2 faktor utama kebahagiaan atau ketidakbahagian :
1. Ego
-ego,according to freud (he's a famous psychologist) bermaksud,(saya ringkaskan ye) sebahagian dari personaliti diri kita yang menghalang kita dari bertindak dari apa yang sepatutnya,
contohnya,my friend tegur i kaler plan drawing too pink..should tone down the color a bit, tapi oleh karena ego nya seorang izyan ni, i color the plan more pink,padahal itu ialah plan asrama jantan.muahaha.
according to Datuk Abu Hassan Din Al-Hafiz pulak, org ego ni,bak kata orang utara, 'cerdik tak boleh menumpang,bodoh tak dengar kata' hihi,diorg ni asyik nampak salah org je,perasan diri bagus la kononya..padahal,hampeh..(oh setepek ke mukaku),org yg asyik nampak salah orang ni payah..sebab nanti sendiri buat salah, tapi salahkan org lain,sangat bahaya in any relationships pun.tak kisah lah mak dgn anak ke,bapak dengan menantu ke,bos dgn pekerja ke,sesama rakan sekerja ke,kalau dapat the opposite tu sama-sama ego,lagi la parah,so seeloknya buang la sikap ego ni ok,sikit-sikit takpe..banyak-banyak nanti takut jadi begok pulak.huhu tau tak begok tu apa?p la tgk sinetron indon.ngee :D
2.Jahil tentang peranan dan tanggungjawab
masa ceramah tu, Datuk Abu Hassan Din Al-Hafiz tu terang ikut tajuk ceramah,jadinya lebih terjurus pada hal-hal kekeluargaan, tapi kalau kita nak apply dalam hidup seharian kita pun boleh kot, jadi biar i explain according to me okayh ;)
apa makna jahil? tak tahu kan? so dalam islam, kalau tak tahu kita kena buat apa?yes, ambil tahu,belajar,malah everybody pun tahu tuntutlah ilmu dari buaian hinggal ke liang lahad..insyaAllah..and hadith yang i tak tahu perawinya tu pun ada ckp tuntutlah ilmu hingga ke negeri china..bila dah ada ilmu, baru lah boleh beramal,baru lah jelas, o,tujuan kita hidup ni nak sembah Allah, o..tangungjawab seorang hamba kepada tuhanNya ialah menunaikan hakNya...hah barulah dah tak jahil.see?
applicable to other situations too i think, contohnya, saya tak pandai nak submit tender drawing dekat majlis, so saya kena la tanya my boss, tanye which drawings nak kena print, tanye admin borang apa nak kena prepare, bagi tahu my colleagues yang buat drawing tender tu untuk print 6 copy of blue print, one set linen and so on,and so on..so bila siap barula rasa enlightened hehe.so bila masing-masing tahu what to do,and tak kedekut ilmu nak ajar, barulah hidup kita aman, selesa dan bahagia!heee :D (ok semangat nak start dekat office.hihi)
Sebenarnya banyak lagi nak share,tapi kang kelaka pulak haa,cakap banyak-anyak.tapi sendiri pn belum habis mengaji (belajar), i mean, kalau nak tanya, tanya pada yang ahli ok, kalau tak pun tanyalah ustaz,pagi-pagi kat tv9.hee :D elok sangat nak buat isi jiwa.
eh saya ni memang cakap ja pandai..agama-agama mana boleh letak tepi...tapi..psst..konsert evanescence nak p jugak (excited nak jumpa korang ni maznah, nisa'!!!),so dont really put high expectations upon me okayh? i'm not your ordinary next door girl, i'm fantabulous.(fantastic + fabulous).ehe.blood vomit.
..peace.
Saturday, January 28, 2012
Who knows?
I'm not used to rejection,
trust me,i cried.
Assalamualikum,hai :)
eh ada ke yang baca..
say hai back if u read this :D
erm,dah dekat 4 bulan kot tak post anything..
phew,apaa nak jadi dengan azam menulis dengan lebih banyak?
ye..tak perlu jawab, (jadi sampah)
oh..i miss u blog,real much..
actually ada benda nak bagi tau,tapi kita segan la awak,nak sedih-sedih,nangis-nangis dekat belog,
but who cares?
huhu,
what i mean by i'm not used to rejection is...
my application for master has been rejected..
so i cried. ;(
secondly,my MUET result dah keluar,
sadly,band achieved is 4..9 more marks to band 5,211/300
ptuii.. my goal is band 7.ahaha.
but apaa la boleh buat,
mungkin boleh teghai lagi skali pasni.
so so,
everything is on track balik kot,
since i can't continue to study,
maknanya lebih banyak dan banyakk holiday, ;)
secondly,i should count marriage on the list.eh?
perhaps its time to review my life balik,
kena keluarkan idea,bloop..bloops (kua cam bubles)
planning,space arrangement, section,front facade,side elevation, perspective, details and all,
nak beli rumah, kereta baru..oh dewasa memang menyeronotkan ye..
most important, kena kuatkan lagi bonding dengan Dia.
pamilia,tok cha,nephew, nieces,academician, pious man,
dan kawan-kawan. (i miss u guys so much, maznah,nisa')
2012,berlaku baiklah padaku :)
trust me,i cried.
Assalamualikum,hai :)
eh ada ke yang baca..
say hai back if u read this :D
erm,dah dekat 4 bulan kot tak post anything..
phew,apaa nak jadi dengan azam menulis dengan lebih banyak?
ye..tak perlu jawab, (jadi sampah)
oh..i miss u blog,real much..
actually ada benda nak bagi tau,tapi kita segan la awak,nak sedih-sedih,nangis-nangis dekat belog,
but who cares?
huhu,
what i mean by i'm not used to rejection is...
my application for master has been rejected..
so i cried. ;(
secondly,my MUET result dah keluar,
sadly,band achieved is 4..9 more marks to band 5,211/300
ptuii.. my goal is band 7.ahaha.
but apaa la boleh buat,
mungkin boleh teghai lagi skali pasni.
so so,
everything is on track balik kot,
since i can't continue to study,
maknanya lebih banyak dan banyakk holiday, ;)
secondly,i should count marriage on the list.eh?
perhaps its time to review my life balik,
kena keluarkan idea,bloop..bloops (kua cam bubles)
planning,space arrangement, section,front facade,side elevation, perspective, details and all,
nak beli rumah, kereta baru..oh dewasa memang menyeronotkan ye..
most important, kena kuatkan lagi bonding dengan Dia.
pamilia,tok cha,nephew, nieces,academician, pious man,
dan kawan-kawan. (i miss u guys so much, maznah,nisa')
2012,berlaku baiklah padaku :)
win some, lose some,
insyaAllah,
rezeki Allah itu ada,
janji Allah itu pasti,
qada' dan qadar,
'Be, so be it'
Alhamdulillah,syukur
insyaAllah,
rezeki Allah itu ada,
janji Allah itu pasti,
qada' dan qadar,
'Be, so be it'
Alhamdulillah,syukur
;)
Sunday, October 23, 2011
Here goes every reasons to thanks Allah
1.i saw girls in their teen years wearing exactly the way i dress up few years back, and suddenly i pity myself..with every 'spare part' shown, haih, suddenly i resolve to spare guys some innocent sight.
2.never before people ask me to 'open table' or host a 'party' for my birthday, and guess what?i received those request this year!a lot of request so to say, hehe and mostly from men.sigh.what a gentleman (- -'), still..every reason to thanks Allah remember? how time flies and i were no longer a college's girl or high school drama queen anymore..now that i earn my own money, manage my own bank account, i need to spare/spend some (whatever might suit your situation) for people around me, and walla.such an indie girl you izyan! (tepuk bahu sendiri)
3.my baby tooth finally decided to show up right after my 23rd birthday and yeay,it hurts like heaven..(pardon my sarcastic) phew..5 days and still counting, basuh dosa.insyaAllah, ameen ;),unlike my sister who have her 'baby tooth experience' when she was 19,in the middle of chaotic schedule of her STPM, she have to eat rice porridge for a week!imagine, perhaps, my Allah decided to let my baby tooth show up now to make me more stronger (or mature) to take the pain, yes, the feeling is unbearable, but i cant imagine how i would handle it if Allah puts me in my sister's shoes.might as well fail the exam.huho.
and yes, as life has taught me so far, it looks like i have every reason to complaint OR yet every reason to thanks my Creator Allah, for making my life so colorful and blissful despite the pain, the tears i had to taste...
and yeah,
Alhamdulillah.
segala puji bagi Allah,
yang memiliki seluruh di langit dan seluruh di bumi ;)
2.never before people ask me to 'open table' or host a 'party' for my birthday, and guess what?i received those request this year!a lot of request so to say, hehe and mostly from men.sigh.what a gentleman (- -'), still..every reason to thanks Allah remember? how time flies and i were no longer a college's girl or high school drama queen anymore..now that i earn my own money, manage my own bank account, i need to spare/spend some (whatever might suit your situation) for people around me, and walla.such an indie girl you izyan! (tepuk bahu sendiri)
3.my baby tooth finally decided to show up right after my 23rd birthday and yeay,it hurts like heaven..(pardon my sarcastic) phew..5 days and still counting, basuh dosa.insyaAllah, ameen ;),unlike my sister who have her 'baby tooth experience' when she was 19,in the middle of chaotic schedule of her STPM, she have to eat rice porridge for a week!imagine, perhaps, my Allah decided to let my baby tooth show up now to make me more stronger (or mature) to take the pain, yes, the feeling is unbearable, but i cant imagine how i would handle it if Allah puts me in my sister's shoes.might as well fail the exam.huho.
and yes, as life has taught me so far, it looks like i have every reason to complaint OR yet every reason to thanks my Creator Allah, for making my life so colorful and blissful despite the pain, the tears i had to taste...
and yeah,
Alhamdulillah.
segala puji bagi Allah,
yang memiliki seluruh di langit dan seluruh di bumi ;)
Tuesday, October 18, 2011
18102011
today is my birthday.
n i feel like having pizza as my lunch.
no cakey.consume it yesterday ;)
Alhamdulillah.
birthday surely feel good.
just a number i think.
n a reason to thank God.
Alhamdulillah,
ok bai, pizza :D
n i feel like having pizza as my lunch.
no cakey.consume it yesterday ;)
Alhamdulillah.
birthday surely feel good.
just a number i think.
n a reason to thank God.
Alhamdulillah,
ok bai, pizza :D
Friday, September 23, 2011
BMW_i8
currently i AM head over heels over this guy..eh no..SWEETHEART to be exact (^_^)*
OMG!drooling
okay, i wont opt for that awan larat attire..black n white suit me better, THANKS.
gambar curik newstechnologyautomotive.com! :D
Friday, September 9, 2011
Selamat Hari Raya. Maaf Zahir & Batin :)
assalamualikum.. :)
oh hey september
so long. nothing much happened
oh ye
off high 'hantaran' on a par to one's certificate/s..i still think that was irrelevant though.apa.nak buat bayar ptptn ke duit hantaran tu?guys/girls/makcik/pakcik..please be reasonable.its 2011 la...cuba laa bukak mata sikit.marriage aren't just about that.aren't just about le granduer ceremony.most important thing supposedly be the 'akad', the families, the knot between two human being, the forge of two souls.and blood related if u get what i mean..of course u can demand for such RM15000 and above since ur daughter have a master in business or any other courses..but, but, would that guaranteed her lifetime happiness. okay i'm such an noob-odd-olskool person. i still think money cant buy you happiness regardless to where it can bring you to honeymoon ;p (ey, of course the matrimonial property concept are different LOL)
ok la..bebel panjang-panjang pun still tak dapat green light nak kawen juga lagi.ala jangan nak ckp saya gatal-gatal sgt la ye.apa?ingat senang nk jaga diri zaman penuh pancaroba, onak duri (ceh)..and all? susah.put ur feet in my 'post berubah' shoes. MasyaAllah, payah weh..yeah i put my hopes too high to one of my then-boyfriend before.this time around..i wont make it twice. either you are serious with me or you can go.enough.
10 Syawal
okay, i'm not suppose to write this..u know, how social media can be ur very own backstabber and what do we call it..tuan makan tuan?but yeah whatever..earlier today..i did post few complaints about my office mate through one of my social media network which i know is wrong.capital WRONG.but hey, i do have access to the internet at the office and so what?
so it is not good.not only i humiliated other human being but also me, myself and i (- -"),baik insaf.
to encik yg berkenaan, jika anda baca ini.saya mintak maaf.mengumpat anda.
(bebel-bebel)
i'm having a very bad "mengidam bukaan" during my puasa ganti periods..muahaha.camntahpape puasa romdon tak gitu..puasa ganti melebih-lebih..nak buka kfc, nak buka maggi, nak buka cendol.mak aih...oh yea, i forgot,bulan puasa kan syaiton kena belenggu :P..padan lah now mengidam macem2..hee :D
(susun jari seploh)
mintak maaf zahir batin
forgive all my wrongdoings or in this context all my wrongspelling,wrongwords,wrong everything on which anda tak berkenan, terasa or whatever.
i admit that as human i'm full with flaws,and please do forgive me.
oh u did?
nah duit raya!
=)
so till we meet again,
bye =)
salam.
oh hey september
so long. nothing much happened
oh ye
off high 'hantaran' on a par to one's certificate/s..i still think that was irrelevant though.apa.nak buat bayar ptptn ke duit hantaran tu?guys/girls/makcik/pakcik..please be reasonable.its 2011 la...cuba laa bukak mata sikit.marriage aren't just about that.aren't just about le granduer ceremony.most important thing supposedly be the 'akad', the families, the knot between two human being, the forge of two souls.and blood related if u get what i mean..of course u can demand for such RM15000 and above since ur daughter have a master in business or any other courses..but, but, would that guaranteed her lifetime happiness. okay i'm such an noob-odd-olskool person. i still think money cant buy you happiness regardless to where it can bring you to honeymoon ;p (ey, of course the matrimonial property concept are different LOL)
ok la..bebel panjang-panjang pun still tak dapat green light nak kawen juga lagi.ala jangan nak ckp saya gatal-gatal sgt la ye.apa?ingat senang nk jaga diri zaman penuh pancaroba, onak duri (ceh)..and all? susah.put ur feet in my 'post berubah' shoes. MasyaAllah, payah weh..yeah i put my hopes too high to one of my then-boyfriend before.this time around..i wont make it twice. either you are serious with me or you can go.enough.
10 Syawal
okay, i'm not suppose to write this..u know, how social media can be ur very own backstabber and what do we call it..tuan makan tuan?but yeah whatever..earlier today..i did post few complaints about my office mate through one of my social media network which i know is wrong.capital WRONG.but hey, i do have access to the internet at the office and so what?
so it is not good.not only i humiliated other human being but also me, myself and i (- -"),baik insaf.
to encik yg berkenaan, jika anda baca ini.saya mintak maaf.mengumpat anda.
(bebel-bebel)
i'm having a very bad "mengidam bukaan" during my puasa ganti periods..muahaha.camntahpape puasa romdon tak gitu..puasa ganti melebih-lebih..nak buka kfc, nak buka maggi, nak buka cendol.mak aih...oh yea, i forgot,bulan puasa kan syaiton kena belenggu :P..padan lah now mengidam macem2..hee :D
(susun jari seploh)
mintak maaf zahir batin
forgive all my wrongdoings or in this context all my wrongspelling,wrongwords,wrong everything on which anda tak berkenan, terasa or whatever.
i admit that as human i'm full with flaws,and please do forgive me.
oh u did?
nah duit raya!
=)
so till we meet again,
bye =)
salam.
Wednesday, August 17, 2011
saja.
have i told you, every time i felt like give up on architecture,
there always...MUST be, somebody come and lend their hands...
who made me think over about my decision to give up on architecture.
yeah.that's just a plain me.
so,
till then.
how have you been?
i miss you.
love.yen
there always...MUST be, somebody come and lend their hands...
who made me think over about my decision to give up on architecture.
yeah.that's just a plain me.
so,
till then.
how have you been?
i miss you.
love.yen
Monday, August 8, 2011
Haus.puasa.
bila bahagia je lupa belog..
biasalah tu, biasa sangat
manusia terinspirasi kisah emo.memang saya.MEMANG. =p
romdon ke tujuh...
uhh depan rumah ada bazaar.tolong la..too many choices sampai end up buying nothing
fed-up kao!
ok,banyak benda nak kena buat
banyak benda nak mintak dileraikan.
banyakkk jugak yang kena diberi petunjuk
aigoo payah weh.
tapi takpe..bulan puasa ni orang kata hati kena ikhlass.ye tak.
fikir soal duit, memang sampai sudah takkan sudah.
tapi takpa-takpa.sabar,redha,selagi boleh sabaq.sabaq la.
lapang la hatii.hai hati-hati yang kering.haus ka puasa?ehe
nafsu-rojak,roti john,ayam goreng berempah,cendol,kaswi,ice cream,
puhhhhh.
cane nak diet ni..caneeeeeee..
aaa tolong!depan rumah ada bazar ramadhan.pftttt
Tuesday, August 2, 2011
Puasa.Selamat Puasa!
hidup melayan saya dengan baik belakangan ini
maka inspirasi menulis disekat-sekat oleh buih-buih tepu idea tak pecah (pfttt) haha
Alhamdulillah, Allah panjangkan umur meneguk polos Ramadhan..
o,kira bagus la.since dah kerja maka ada fitrah yang harus di langsai...
weh..sejuk je rasa nikmat hidup bumi Allah.
apa la merepek ini labuu.
ok,baiklah.sebenarnya hati sebal,otak tepu
melunas hutang detail drawing berbaki tigaa
kerja kayu since forever macam nak gaduh buat wrestling je dengan saya...
tepu-tepu-tepu
dah tiga minggu tak siap-siap!
oh.life.tolong jadi baiklah!!!
hehe :)
bila perut lapar.mata hadap pc.tengok facebook.switch tumblr.
asyik-asyik nak kira cepatlah sampai lima!!
aku pendosa.
pertama kali puasa bergelar pekerja benar-benar pekerja.
rasa gila.
tak mengapa.
hidup melayan saya dengan baik belakangan ini.
Selamat Berpuasa Semua!Ramadhan kareem :))
kumpul pahala la yokkk.
(ceh kau,konon.pfttt)
=)
maka inspirasi menulis disekat-sekat oleh buih-buih tepu idea tak pecah (pfttt) haha
Alhamdulillah, Allah panjangkan umur meneguk polos Ramadhan..
o,kira bagus la.since dah kerja maka ada fitrah yang harus di langsai...
weh..sejuk je rasa nikmat hidup bumi Allah.
apa la merepek ini labuu.
ok,baiklah.sebenarnya hati sebal,otak tepu
melunas hutang detail drawing berbaki tigaa
kerja kayu since forever macam nak gaduh buat wrestling je dengan saya...
tepu-tepu-tepu
dah tiga minggu tak siap-siap!
oh.life.tolong jadi baiklah!!!
hehe :)
bila perut lapar.mata hadap pc.tengok facebook.switch tumblr.
asyik-asyik nak kira cepatlah sampai lima!!
aku pendosa.
pertama kali puasa bergelar pekerja benar-benar pekerja.
rasa gila.
tak mengapa.
hidup melayan saya dengan baik belakangan ini.
Selamat Berpuasa Semua!Ramadhan kareem :))
kumpul pahala la yokkk.
(ceh kau,konon.pfttt)
=)
Thursday, July 21, 2011
HIDUP DISERU MATI
Kita, dunia dan isi-isi dalamnya kelak akan pergi
hancur dimamah tanah,
jadi memori akal atau satu puisi
Maka hiduplah kita seadanya kita
berjuanglah kita seadanya kita
sedang kita juga mengerti
Semua permainan duniawi ini akan pergi
Yang menguasai, yang dikuasai
Satu hari akan pergi.
Mungkin,
Ini cuma barangkali,
Ini hukum duniawi
Hiduplah kita
Satu hari
kita semua pun akan pergi....
-anon-
hancur dimamah tanah,
jadi memori akal atau satu puisi
Maka hiduplah kita seadanya kita
berjuanglah kita seadanya kita
sedang kita juga mengerti
Semua permainan duniawi ini akan pergi
Yang menguasai, yang dikuasai
Satu hari akan pergi.
Mungkin,
Ini cuma barangkali,
Ini hukum duniawi
Hiduplah kita
Satu hari
kita semua pun akan pergi....
-anon-
Monday, July 18, 2011
Friday, July 8, 2011
i voice out my opinion and you shouldn't hate me
this is draft first post.i should post it on july 2 actually.
i am a person who strongly believe everybody is entitled to their own opinion
and we, as the other person or human being should respect it, regardless what their physical sizes, hair colors, religion, races and yeah.no matter what,where,when and who they are..
because i too believe, my Creator are the greatest, that He creates every person on earth or on mars different..different faces, and most importantly different minds.and who are we to insult Him?
no one.even if you don't believe in Allah existence, we are no one compared to other forces, greater than us.nature forces, technology forces, an army forces.oh sure we as the great 'human being' can create a tsunami shield, a greater than the latest ipad series, a weapon that can be launch by one person to bomb a battalion of an army..wey seriously..are we 100% sure that we are actually safe in that shield?that our latest technology are actually the latest one? (think that aliens movie lah wahai you) and hey, can you believe that person who launch the bomb aren't a traitor?see?
Ah i actually start to believe that Allah creates us all just to tickle our dull minds, dull senses that there are something greater than us, (no, no i'm not saying that i dont believe Allah create us as the most finest creature ever existed) its just that there are elements that when combine into ones, it can emerge our most delicate body, mind and soul ni la..something like winds and clouds, a movement and earth, a neutron and nuclear and much more (yep pikerla snirik),and yes my dear..human forces above all..are the most destructive weapon you shouldn't underestimate.never.
So u get ke what my point is?
Please.respect others.u wouldn't know what they could turn into
Perhaps today they are no one to you
Tomorrow they are your bosses, your in laws, even your significant others!
And when that times come, would you by any mean refuse them?say 'no i HATE you' to them?
okay.ini memang berkaitan BERSIH-esok.i'm an observer.an entities benefit no one other than me.my whole 23 years of life, I've been a pro government as long as i can remember <--back then when the only colour i see is blue-for u know,Barisan Nasional, during Tun's regime..so please dont associate my opinion as tak mengenang budi, tak tahu bersyukur, tak tahu akar umbi asal BERSIH itu apa..please don't.because i read, i see, i listen, and i trust my instinct true enough to be sure with what my heart told me.
so i felt like to voice out my opinion now.
these people, by people i mean those involve with 'Bersih'.who agree with the core of what Bersih fight for, not the person who lead it.I THINK they mean you no harm.by you, i mean us-rakyat,government,tourist, seller,and whoever affected tomorrow. they want to voice out for what they believe in.so there is no reason we should scared of them, by we, i mean we-rakyat,government,tourist, seller,and whoever affected tomorrow..
mengharamkan Bersih, cuma menyimbah api, menambah semarak,menimbulkan persoalan ketidakmatangan dalam berpolitik,mentadbir negara, these are things that i know our leaders are well aware but didn't care less or just being protective over the rakyat.(i know for sure no one hopes this perhimpunan, picket, demonstrasi whatever u may call it turn out disastrous, paralyzed the economy, jadi peristiwa berdarah) but yeah, thanks to you leaders, many more are joining it.
but hey..come to think of it,kalau benda-benda extreme je boleh menyedarkan mereka.why not kan?like me, who is a pro government for my whole life tu (motip nak isytihar lagi sekali) if this simple action can knock out some senses in their heads.let it be..if this can stop corruption in our system, let it be..if this can finally satisfied 'few' but majorities of Malaysian, why not?we are a democratic country afterall, we folllow noneother than the one and only Raja Berpelembagaan yeah?
so that's it.
i represent no one but me, myself and i..
i voice out my opinion and you shouldn't hate me. :)
i am a person who strongly believe everybody is entitled to their own opinion
and we, as the other person or human being should respect it, regardless what their physical sizes, hair colors, religion, races and yeah.no matter what,where,when and who they are..
because i too believe, my Creator are the greatest, that He creates every person on earth or on mars different..different faces, and most importantly different minds.and who are we to insult Him?
no one.even if you don't believe in Allah existence, we are no one compared to other forces, greater than us.nature forces, technology forces, an army forces.oh sure we as the great 'human being' can create a tsunami shield, a greater than the latest ipad series, a weapon that can be launch by one person to bomb a battalion of an army..wey seriously..are we 100% sure that we are actually safe in that shield?that our latest technology are actually the latest one? (think that aliens movie lah wahai you) and hey, can you believe that person who launch the bomb aren't a traitor?see?
Ah i actually start to believe that Allah creates us all just to tickle our dull minds, dull senses that there are something greater than us, (no, no i'm not saying that i dont believe Allah create us as the most finest creature ever existed) its just that there are elements that when combine into ones, it can emerge our most delicate body, mind and soul ni la..something like winds and clouds, a movement and earth, a neutron and nuclear and much more (yep pikerla snirik),and yes my dear..human forces above all..are the most destructive weapon you shouldn't underestimate.never.
So u get ke what my point is?
Please.respect others.u wouldn't know what they could turn into
Perhaps today they are no one to you
Tomorrow they are your bosses, your in laws, even your significant others!
And when that times come, would you by any mean refuse them?say 'no i HATE you' to them?
okay.ini memang berkaitan BERSIH-esok.i'm an observer.an entities benefit no one other than me.my whole 23 years of life, I've been a pro government as long as i can remember <--back then when the only colour i see is blue-for u know,Barisan Nasional, during Tun's regime..so please dont associate my opinion as tak mengenang budi, tak tahu bersyukur, tak tahu akar umbi asal BERSIH itu apa..please don't.because i read, i see, i listen, and i trust my instinct true enough to be sure with what my heart told me.
so i felt like to voice out my opinion now.
these people, by people i mean those involve with 'Bersih'.who agree with the core of what Bersih fight for, not the person who lead it.I THINK they mean you no harm.by you, i mean us-rakyat,government,tourist, seller,and whoever affected tomorrow. they want to voice out for what they believe in.so there is no reason we should scared of them, by we, i mean we-rakyat,government,tourist, seller,and whoever affected tomorrow..
mengharamkan Bersih, cuma menyimbah api, menambah semarak,menimbulkan persoalan ketidakmatangan dalam berpolitik,mentadbir negara, these are things that i know our leaders are well aware but didn't care less or just being protective over the rakyat.(i know for sure no one hopes this perhimpunan, picket, demonstrasi whatever u may call it turn out disastrous, paralyzed the economy, jadi peristiwa berdarah) but yeah, thanks to you leaders, many more are joining it.
but hey..come to think of it,kalau benda-benda extreme je boleh menyedarkan mereka.why not kan?like me, who is a pro government for my whole life tu (motip nak isytihar lagi sekali) if this simple action can knock out some senses in their heads.let it be..if this can stop corruption in our system, let it be..if this can finally satisfied 'few' but majorities of Malaysian, why not?we are a democratic country afterall, we folllow noneother than the one and only Raja Berpelembagaan yeah?
so that's it.
i represent no one but me, myself and i..
i voice out my opinion and you shouldn't hate me. :)
Thursday, July 7, 2011
Songket Sutera
baby steps.
one at a time ey?
mintak dipermudahkan la,
dunya akhirah.
penat la gilaaa menekat benang di kain sutera..
kain songket would do.
and so i leave my life,my death n my destiny all to Allah
the most Gracious, far Exalted above what my dull brain knows.
OKAY.MUNGKIN DAH JUMPA.
.CALON.
(- -")
mood : ini bukan musim mengawan, ini musim serius.thinks Bersih, Kuning, Ambiga, Najib,A.Samad Said, PDRM,YDPA, weh.sangat banyak dan menarik untuk bukak kitab federal constitution rupanya :)
i've never been so into something macamni la gilaaa..haha.
i take it as a challenge.sure.an adventure of an introvert,
radikal bebas si kidal,
weh, orang muda.semangat memang berkobar-kobar ey? ;)
hehe soreyh.and what am i rambling about pagi-pagi ni.ngeh.
HYPER la pulak.teehee :D
i've long waited for you!jiwa mudaku. :)
nice to meet you.
may our knot stronger than before,
to keep me going.in this world.
since u already blew my spirits back.
eh no, you are my spirit!jiwa mudaku :)
stay where you are.
till time bid us goodbye again.
till death do us apart. ( ingat kawen ka?ala.lebih kurang la..hehe)
dah la.bai!
serious shit i mcm high on something kan?ngiahaha
haah la kot. :)
Tuesday, June 28, 2011
Jahil
pernah tak rasa,
nak mencarut tapi rasa berdosa.
nak beri sms tapi rasa berdosa tak beri salam?
nak mencarut tapi rasa berdosa.
nak beri sms tapi rasa berdosa tak beri salam?
apa rasa jadi jahil celik mata celik telinga?
apa rasa jadi tongkat menongkah ke depan,
dipukul dilipat si buta?
apa rasa jadi baik?
duduk senyap.salah,
duduk bising.dikata,
dunia.left right.
simple yet intrigued,disastrous ey?
peluh rintik-rintik nak istiqamah.
payah.siapa kata senang?
Friday, June 24, 2011
TEATER MARHAEN.
men are the most complicated creature in this whole world.I SWEAR.
yesterday, i had a conversation with one of my best man (eh perempuan ada best man ke?haha),
and man...what's wrong with you guys?
we girls are not a commodity.
and you cant referring us to other girl like we are just another of your guy friends.
yes sure we are two different persons.different personalities.different lifestyle.
but we share a common hormones.PLEASE.
okay.i might be exaggerating.
kembali ke situasi NORMAL.
by NORMAL, i mean,DRAMA,TEATER MARHAEN kita..
bila saya kata bertunang itu renyah.consume masa.membazirkan uang.
lebih mudah kahwin di pejabat kadi sahaja (note : not the 'kami kena cekup khalwat maka kena kahwin sekarang' kind of wedding) but yeah.just a simple, really simple solemnization ceremony where all i should do just say 'i do', followed by a simple kenduri doa selamat...(ala-ala menikah oversea gitu)...saya dikata sebagai terlalu dipengaruh barat.too much little black dress books he thought.westerner katanya.dah belajar tinggi (tinggi lah sangat...) taknak pegang adat melayu lagi.bertunang tu kan adat nenek moyang.lebih sopan.another step to secure the girl u want heh..what the what???fine...
when i ask, the 'hantaran' for his respective significant other
he said, "adalah dalam (sekian-sekian),ok lah tu.kenduri kampung mana telan ribu-riban,grad diploma..ok lah tu kan?kan?"
to which i replied "so okaylah kalau aku nak mintak 18k untuk hantaran aku?"
"asal lak?"
"yela, aku grad (isi tempat kosong), aku pandai (isi skill orang puang), aku boleh (isi skill orang puang), and i can hand washed the whole family clothes (consist 15 pax) single handedly."
"kau ingat kau siti nurhaliza?erra fazira?MATERIALISTIK."
"wey,anak (isi tempat kosong), tu kerja (isi tempat kosong) pun dapat 15k tauu." (provok untuk meniup api)
"tu anak orang..lawa,putih,gebu.engkau! (okay.masukkan F word disini) tula kau,hantaran ni lazim je kau tau tak,yang wajib tu mas kahwin..belajar tinggi.sampai darjah khas, tu pun taktau (again.pfttt)"
"dah tu bertunang tu bukan lazim ke?adat?melayu katanya??"
him,facepalm.
sekarang,saya baru discover salah satu kebolehan saya ialah kemahiran memprovok.(memprovok??) hahaha.
yesterday, i had a conversation with one of my best man (eh perempuan ada best man ke?haha),
and man...what's wrong with you guys?
we girls are not a commodity.
and you cant referring us to other girl like we are just another of your guy friends.
yes sure we are two different persons.different personalities.different lifestyle.
but we share a common hormones.PLEASE.
okay.i might be exaggerating.
kembali ke situasi NORMAL.
by NORMAL, i mean,DRAMA,TEATER MARHAEN kita..
bila saya kata bertunang itu renyah.consume masa.membazirkan uang.
lebih mudah kahwin di pejabat kadi sahaja (note : not the 'kami kena cekup khalwat maka kena kahwin sekarang' kind of wedding) but yeah.just a simple, really simple solemnization ceremony where all i should do just say 'i do', followed by a simple kenduri doa selamat...(ala-ala menikah oversea gitu)...saya dikata sebagai terlalu dipengaruh barat.too much little black dress books he thought.westerner katanya.dah belajar tinggi (tinggi lah sangat...) taknak pegang adat melayu lagi.bertunang tu kan adat nenek moyang.lebih sopan.another step to secure the girl u want heh..what the what???fine...
when i ask, the 'hantaran' for his respective significant other
he said, "adalah dalam (sekian-sekian),ok lah tu.kenduri kampung mana telan ribu-riban,grad diploma..ok lah tu kan?kan?"
to which i replied "so okaylah kalau aku nak mintak 18k untuk hantaran aku?"
"asal lak?"
"yela, aku grad (isi tempat kosong), aku pandai (isi skill orang puang), aku boleh (isi skill orang puang), and i can hand washed the whole family clothes (consist 15 pax) single handedly."
"kau ingat kau siti nurhaliza?erra fazira?MATERIALISTIK."
"wey,anak (isi tempat kosong), tu kerja (isi tempat kosong) pun dapat 15k tauu." (provok untuk meniup api)
"tu anak orang..lawa,putih,gebu.engkau! (okay.masukkan F word disini) tula kau,hantaran ni lazim je kau tau tak,yang wajib tu mas kahwin..belajar tinggi.sampai darjah khas, tu pun taktau (again.pfttt)"
"dah tu bertunang tu bukan lazim ke?adat?melayu katanya??"
him,facepalm.
okay.i might be exaggerating.
kembali ke situasi NORMAL.
by NORMAL, i mean,life,my normal life..
sekarang,saya baru discover salah satu kebolehan saya ialah kemahiran memprovok.(memprovok??) hahaha.
i ask my abah once, about how much hantaran he would ask if he were to marry me to man i choose.
to which he replied "abah bukan nak jual anak abah.."
suddenly i felt not all men are complicated, they just haven't reach my dad's phase of life yet..(camharomm grammar kau yen)
note : musim mengawan kan sekarang?letih la kawan nak jawab takde calon.kawan nak sambung belajar lagi.paham tak?paham tak?? <------ (motip sangat nak isytihar takde calon.heh)
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