Songket Sutera

baby steps.

one at a time ey?

mintak dipermudahkan la,

dunya akhirah.

penat la gilaaa menekat benang di kain sutera..

kain songket would do.

and so i leave my life,my death n my destiny all to Allah

the most Gracious, far Exalted above what my dull brain knows.

OKAY.MUNGKIN DAH JUMPA.

.CALON.

(- -")

mood : ini bukan musim mengawan, ini musim serius.thinks Bersih, Kuning, Ambiga, Najib,A.Samad Said, PDRM,YDPA, weh.sangat banyak dan menarik untuk bukak kitab federal constitution rupanya :)

i've never been so into something macamni la gilaaa..haha.

i take it as a challenge.sure.an adventure of an introvert,

radikal bebas si kidal,

weh, orang muda.semangat memang berkobar-kobar ey? ;)

hehe soreyh.and what am i rambling about pagi-pagi ni.ngeh. 

HYPER la pulak.teehee :D

i've long waited for you!jiwa mudaku. :)

nice to meet you.

may our knot stronger than before, 

to keep me going.in this world.

since u already blew my spirits back.

eh no, you are my spirit!jiwa mudaku :)

stay where you are.

till time bid us goodbye again.

till death do us apart. ( ingat kawen ka?ala.lebih kurang la..hehe)

dah la.bai!

serious shit i mcm high on something kan?ngiahaha

haah la kot. :)

Christopher Nolan

sebenarnya.

nak marah.

dah taip-taip kot

segala carutan

dan maki hamun.

tapi bila fikir balik

if i did post what i've typed.

apa bezanya saya, dan mereka

mereka dan mereka

atau kamu, kamu dan kamu

yang tak pergi sembahyang jumaat tu?

MAKA.

backspace balik <------

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okay.mimpi semalam.

lalu jalan lurus.lurus ja...

eh jap, but before that lalu jalan pusing-pusing

its like a route to a building ( building tu rasa cam a place where i work)

pusing-pusing jalan tu lima enam kali

pastu balik ambik the opposite direction.

mcm lalu simpang sama tapi ambik the other direction.

and oh yes.the road full with chinese lantern.ala.yang kaler merah tuh.tapi penataan cahaya mimpi semalam tu macam warna dusk.or time sunset.u choose.tapi rasanya warna pas subuh time matahari nak naik.

pastu kali ke berapa ntah i took a different direction

haa.ni baru masuk jalan lurus.lurus ja.

tapi penuh dengan scenery lah.

mula-mula seberang sungai.ikut jambatan laa..tapi tebing sungai tu penuh dengan bunga.

bunga baby daisy lak tu (bodo.jiwang) kaler kuning

pahtu tiba-tiba saya stuck dekat, ermm institusi..i mean dekat tempat tu ada education building, and penempatan student, mula-mula tuh terjerumus dalam satu hole nih..lepas tu  tergelungsur la dekat ermm dekat laluan yang errr licin dan muddy pahtu tepi dia penuh ha dengan thorns  (think 'cave of the golden roses' time fanthagiro tgh cari si witch nak selamatkan ramualdo)

pahtu ada kua muka one of the architect at a place where i worked now (in reality i mean..) tapi akitek nih jd pensyarah dalam mimpi saya tu.and he's actually a pervert (dalam mimpi okay.dalam mimpi) and dia cam tersenyum-senyum miang.bukan macam.memang dalam mimpi tu dia senyum miang.then he grabbed the pedal of my bike.

oh ye,saya tak bagitau lagi sepanjang-paanjang mimpi tu saya naik basikal kan? (apekejadahnya basikal??)

lepas tu saya tak jatuh.tapi basikal tu dapat kat lelaki pervert tu la..

so terpaksa lah saya jalan kaki...

pastu tiba-tiba lalu jalan kebun kelapa sawit.

jalan kebun getah.hahaha

and i met few of my bestie zaman skola rendah and they was like..ignore me?? (cam sedih gila sebab mentang-mentang ah aku comot..)

but one of them patah balik and accompany me through my dream..

then saya jumpa penempatan student tu..

and i met this guy.(okay i knew him actually.)

so i told him of what happen and bla..bla..bla.. (muka seposen/sayu/sedih)

and he scold me back (pfttt)

sebab berani-berani je jalan sensorang

and then he and his friend go to meet the pervert ol man

and eventually pick my bicycle back which sarcastically stuck at that ol man motorcycle 

(like pfttt?mengarut gila mimpi...)

eh jap.tak habis lagi..

then ada dua orang pompuan ni..datang and marah-marah.

i didn't know why.but i suspected that they were mad to that guy.(sebab dia tolong saya)

dah mamat ni terpaksa explain..and i macam terpaksa main jauh-jauh dari mereka

i could sense that he's protecting me from the girls, sebab pahtu mereka menangih-nangih blah lalu depan saya

and tadaa!!sekian mimpi saya

*curse

*curse

*curse

tahniah la..i know i suck at storytelling.

tapi anda berjaya baca.TAHNIAH.

nak berapa banyak 'lepas tu', 'then',

but i dont care anyway.

i choose to documented it.literally.

japgi kang mana la tau boleh lawan inception (cursed)

and you know what the moral of the story is?

saya ni nampak sangat karut dan kuat fantasi kan.

ingat ada la cerita macam Kuch-Kuch Hota Hai lagi??

ingat ada la?hotak hang.tula..sape suro tengok drama banyak-banyak.tskk.

mimpi camtu lak tu.tak boleh jual langsung.haisshhhh

hahahha

 

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Assalamualaikum.

"when in doubtful,turn to Allah, He knows best"

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today is the last friday

after this.

there would be no more sirap bandung.

no more fancy brooch for the purple baju melayu.

no more awkward silence with creek creek bunyi cengkerik ='(

no more non stop storytelling

no more 'mak nak mintak tolong'

no more wide smile with soothing voice

no more no more.

tskkk.

nanges ah jap.

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maaf la.saya memang jiwang dan blog ini patut tutup sahaja untuk bacaan sendiri.

tapi ampa jangan la mara..ampa dah baca ampa senyap-senyap je k.jangan gelakkan saya.MALU..

jangan komen juga.

mode : sedih.bunga-bunga.campur baur.libang libu wa cakap sama lu

. "sayang, itu kan haram.tidak elok"

is it possible to fall in love with a girl?

teheee.NO.lah.

being the typical me.

memang mudah jatuh cinta dengan benda in trend.

dan apa-apa sahaja

benda yang boleh dianggap menarik.

yeah.pemurah cinta.

NAH.

tapi yang ini lain...

definitely WORTH IT.

:D

penjual ikan.. "sayang, itu kan haram.tidak elok"

cam mak-mak pula.

dah.bai.

oh ya.i'm her fan now.OFFICIAL.

kahkahkah

go Jepang.

go TAKAHARASUIKO

HEART BROKEN

patah hati

ok.

nangis sekarang.

huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

done.

"The world and all things in it are precious, and the most precious thing in the world is a virtuous woman." (Ahmad and Muslim)

(pujuk hati sendiri.tskk)

hai

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to say.

i miss you.
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oh yes.
think i've a crush
with a boy 3 years my junior.
pftt!

rasukan sufi

“Oh soul,

you worry too much.

You have seen your own strength.

You have seen your own beauty.

You have seen your golden wings.

Of anything less,

why do you worry?

You are in truth

the soul, of the soul, of the soul.

rumi.

naskah cinta dari  tanah anbia.

Etika Entry

okay, asyik merapu agak boring kan? rasa nak menangis kan?hehe

baiklah.pernah kah anda pergi ke majlis kahwin, kemudian tiba-tiba rasa out place? pernah? sebab saya baru pulang dari majlis kahwin anak jiran merangkap bff sekolah rendah kakak tadi. Alhamdulillah. segala berjalan dengan lancar dan member tu selamat menjadi seorang puan dengan sekali lafaz nikah sahaja.

eh tak..tak..saya tidak bercadang hendak membuka cerita jodoh ke atau 'mak saya nak kahwin'.tak.Bosan kay (note capital B).cuma...kalau kita pergi majlis kan, suppose to dress up according to the events lah kan? i mean kalau pergi majlis kenduri tahlil or doa selamat...kejadah nya nak pakai mini skirt dengan tube kan? i bet kalau perempuan liar mana pun tak sanggup lah nak masuk majlis gaya tu unless dia memang 'ada aku kesah' punya orang.tapi saya memang jahat (warning awal) kalau ada tetamu macam tu datang majlis tahlil di rumah saya, saya akan menghadiahkan kain kapan kepada beliau. okay over. mungkin sekadar jubah atau baju kurung agar nampak lebih sopan.its a matter of respect ya.kalau tak respect tuan rumah. tolong respect majlis dan tetamu-tetamu majlis.

tapi! bagaimana pula halnya untuk tetamu yang over dressed? sampai "oh, ingatkan pengantin tadi" ha, todia... itulah cik kiahhh, tadi tu ada pulak mamat ni pakai baju putih siap sampin siap butang baju melayu penuh lima. tinggal nak tambah songkok senget bubuh kerongsang batu permata ja..heheh haa saya puji lah his effort to dress accordingly. rare kot sekarang nak jumpa orang lelaki pakai baju melayu siap kalau pergi majlis kahwin..abang ipar pengantin pun pakai baju melayu seluar slack saja..tapi mamat ni. dress up macam dia yang nak menikah pula.aduiii. parah weh kalau sampai tok kadi pun tersalah orang nanti, haha!okay.pakai baju melayu.cun.pakai baju melayu kaler putih. putih pearl, putih baju sekolah, putih colgate tak berapa cun sebab anda tetamu. dan anda pengiring pengantin lelaki. okay mungkin tu baju masa anda menikah so anda rasa sayang kalau nak simpan baju tu dalam rak je.so what? tu tetap tidak mensesuaikan anda berpakaian begitu ke majlis orang ya encik.dan lagi tak sesuai sebab i ingat u lah pengantin lelaki!! miahaha.dah bye!

MANJA.

Jumaat!sudah di dakapan tanah Parit Suratman lagi! o yeah :)
(MANJA KAOOO MINGGU LEPAS BALIK.NI BALIK LAGI.ok lah NEXT WEEK mungkin  balik lagi.bahahahaaa DASAR ANAK ABAH!DAN MAK!)
walaupun di serang kehidupan kesihatan yang pasang surut macam ombak pftt.tapi Alhamdulillah.tuhan masih bagi nak cium mak.cium Abah.Alhamdulillah. :)

takpelah.kan wishlist January nak spend time with family?eh? (oh ye so minggu depan tak boleh balik.kena jadi pompom girl.)
nanti kang nak pergi cuti.cuti sorang-sorang.bukan ajak family.JAHAT!
heheh.btw.memang tak rancang pun nak balik kampung cuma tengahari tadi abah call tanya sihat ke?
tu ja.cukup lah.terus 5.30 punctual cabut kaki tinggal office.padahal masuk kerja pukul 8.40.JAHAT! :)

oh btw.saya memang workaholic.

baru perasan (- -') bahahaa

asal ni?haritu mengarut nak kahwin.ni mengarut nak spend time dengan keluarga.
asalll.asalll???

oh!remember iqbal?

he is indeed a strong baby.

Alhamdulillah.thank you for the warm wishes and praying.

iqbal dah ketawa-ketawa sekarang :)

cuma manjaaaa tak boleh letak.nak dukung aje :)

IQBAL HARITH.A DAY AFTER THE OPERATION

macam mana taknak spend time dengan family je kan kalau dah lama tak jumpa iqbal harith :(

haish.ni rasa nak bertolak ke melaka sekarang jugak.

IQBAL HARITH.BARU KELUAR OPERATION THEATER.

IF YOU HAVE BABIES.TODDLER.KIDS.

please.please.please.

find a good nursery for them.or choose your nanny carefully.

cari yang sayang budak.PLEASE...

mahal?takpe.

jangan trade anak kita weh.dengan nanny yang ada ramai anak NAKAL!

i didn't mean to blame the nanny.but.

KIDS.tau-tau jelah.throwing tantrums bila-bila jek

KES DAH BANYAK.

dah lah.nak call iqbal :)

LELAKI IDAMAN I

the other day,my officemate ask me.the characteristic i'm looking for in man  to be my boyfriend.and i was like.oh?i dont know if he ask it out of curiosity or he's trying to tease me since my office mates were all trying to mixmatch me with one of my colleague (heh.i hope they didn't read this :P )

actually i never set any specific character in a man if i were looking for a boyfriend.however since i'm not.and perhaps not in nearest time maybe it's okay to tell you what the man of my dreams should look like.eh.act like.eh.eh.eh lady gaga.pfttt

alah.apa susah?islam kan dah bagi guidelines?
rupa,
keturunan,
agama

hehe.yeah.simple kan?if you like me, just walk straight and tell me so that i can ask you to meet my parents.haish.tu pun susah?hmm..

My Boss My Hero

I think somebody from 'the office'..somehow.stumble upon my blog
(eh?) 'stumble upon my blog'???haha trespassing kot.ngee.not did i care lah.
cuma SEGAN jek.hehe.see,i think i love my officemates.mereka macam sangat beraura ye.Bayangkan.

jam sudah pukul lima.oh its 5am to be exact..
anda sedang membuat kerja autocad yang aduyaii banyak nya.
then somebody, bukak lagu awie.
and sing it loudly like there's no tomorrow..
then ask me to pretending like i'm playing a violin
teeheeehee.pastu join ramai-ramai.

haha.naive.touched over simple things (- -")
tapi nak buat macam mana...teeheehe.

oh and my boss too.is superb!
superb babe!he even best bud with my former lecturer at Sri Iskandar.
how i wish i was born during 70s so that now dah ada anak lelaki and brag that i once have Hijjas Kasturi as my lecturer.OH.certainly i couldn't make it since the boss tell me during his time, he graduated with 12 fellow batchmates.MALU seh ngan BOS.maluuuuuuu...
but i think i adores him :)
despite all obstacles.he is...afterall run his own campany now eh?GREAT!


haha.okay dah.
btw.my 'BUAH HATI BETA'
his name is Fauzi Badilla.
go Google him if you want.
but keep in mind he's mine.
hahahaha.OVER.
O.V.E.R
ala..nak buat macam mana (- -")
i think i'm in love with him. :)
Sorry Nisa'!

Buah Hati Beta!

haa!amek kau..

hehe

ahem.I love youu fauzi.

you are my own version of blooming (eh?) sunshine..

ngehngehngeh

Half,Other,Significant

Matahari.

tak bisa aku kejar

tak bisa aku gapai.

kita lari sama-sama

mengejar matahari.

macam dalam filem tu

Romantis kan?

I draw a wrong dot.

u make a flower out of it.

Sweet kan?

P/s : Baru pulang majlis akad nikah sepupu (- -")

KONVO!

sudah bergraduasi

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Alhamdulillah. (;

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special thanks to mak, abah, family,tenaga pengajar,besties, friends and sure.

those who read this :)

happy family! :)

inspiration

kadang-kadang saya memang sentimental.

yelah benda-benda kecik pun dah boleh buat saya 'touched'

tengok gambar pun dah boleh menangis.

SubhanAllah..

inspirasi namanya :)

one day.InsyaAllah

owh.i've no copywright whatsoever of above pictures.

i just love it that i cant resist to share it with you fellow readers
ok lah bai bhai!
haha yeah i meant it bhai!
(thanx kak nabila ijoo (= )

Don Giovanni a.k.a Don Juan!

penduduk kelantan diminta waspada! gelombang kedua mungkin melanda!

haha tacky gila ayat buletin utama.ohhoo finally, sudah dapat broadband kembali.Alhamdulillah :)
tapi tiba-tiba tak tau nak cerita apa pulak. :)
okay-okay...

malam ini kita beremosi romantis.bisa?
maaf.ketagihan romanticsm belum surut

currently,oh no..malam ni..saya sedang study Don Giovanni (kejadah?)
okay-okay...
jangan lah marah...saya sudah kehabisan stok buku-buku maka terpaksa lah ku telah sahaja tulisan-tulisan internet.oh world's heaven!

Don Giovanni, as my 'tutor' described;

compared to Don Giovanni, all other existence is merely secondary.

WAH KAN?

He knows nothing of remorse.

His intellect is inflexible; he is an evil idealist

WAH KAN?

No earthly power can reform him; he can only perish

WAH KAN?

hee..oh ye..ye..anda patut baca dengan muzik ini sebagai iringan! lupe plak nak bagi tau tadi.soriii 

(^  ^)

                      

baik pergi baca balik!

cool kan Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart? (nama pun dah cool!!hehe)

oh ya..Don Giovanni.cuma satu watak.inspirasi.kepada Mozart.dalam opera agungnya.
dan ya..saya masih mendalami, Leporello si kambing hitam, Elvira, Anna, Ottavio, Zerlina dan Masetto

dan ya..saya prefer Don Giovanni berbanding Don Juan

lebih klasik..dan lebih real..

ada siapa-siapa boleh ganti my tutor Wojceich G. Lesnikowski?
i love to learn more :)

oh my,,saya benar kedengaran seperti diacu Liberal bukan?

no title!entitled!

i'm not suppose to do this u know..
since i'm suppose to finish my work.
not intentionally (?) misuse (?) my office internet connection (?)
yeah.

me tired
me having a panda eyes
me having  an unhealthy life..AGAIN?
(excited.ganja.excited.ganja.excited.pil kuda)

oh.
this is so damn thrilled.
i'm so not going to give up soon okayh
tonite i'll fight them.
stay till the sun come out of the blue sky
yeah.let me show you
what does it mean by girls power u crazy bedezupp, workaholic, archichenta boys!

and yes.
as i promise u before...

this is a view from a hotel at Brussel, Belgium..

was design by Rie Hirai an artist, a Belgian

and oy yes graduate from Academie Royale des Beaux-Arts a Bruxelle

so,what say u?

cool eh?

i'd really love those trees printed curtain!WALLA!

eh what?u think that caricature is pretty cute?

oh.okay (- -")