2011

azam 2011

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nak kerja dengan lebih gigih.

pfttt...

memang.

masih dekat office.

ni bukan azam!

PATHETIC!!

OH,selamat ke atas kalian! :)

SUZUKI swift!

dulu.saya memang suka tengok Ronaldo gelecek bola.tapi sekarang tidak lagi.

ingat ini? ya entri ini

bila Piala Suzuki AFF, Malaysia masuk ke final pun.saya tidak menonton.excited jauh sekali.

and lucky enough, though my officemates memang lelaki belaka.tak pulak mereka tergila-gila atau over excited dengan bola-bola itu hingga menyebabkan saya rasa nak toreh kepala mereka.haha sungguh tak patriotik bukan?tapi itulah..tak excited pun.tak cool kan saya.erghh...haha the thing is.saya rasa orang yang emosi dengan bola sepak ni annoying actually.annoying sangat.macam gila gelabah kau.hehe (emosi plak)

sebenarnya saya kesian kat housemate saya nih.Tok Cha namanya.dia macam excited gila nak tengok bola...tapi RTM tak dapat pulak kat tv rumah ni....o kesian~ dah lah tak jadi meniaga nasi lemak esok gara-gara hendak menonton bola malam ini.oh.oh.

kenapa i dont get it yang people sanggup sampai ke tahap pakai jersi bolasepak pergi kerja sebab kunun-kunun nak sokong Malaysia?eyh weh..kalau betul pergi indonesia sana lah.SOKONG.baru betul.(eh sapa yang emosi sekarang?.)haha..i think i get it now..why i dont love bolasepak anymore..sebab estrogen.haha

dah lah.

k bai.

sume orang pun nak tukar profile pic facebook jadi gambar nih.

apesal ntah (- -")

i dont get it.

oh yea

ESTROGEN.

WORK!

dunia kerja.

ketuk-ketuk keyboard.
zoom in.zoom out.

bos berlalu pergi.
switch window.
tumblr.
bluerghhhh

:)

HEAVEN jap duniaku

Rain Coat : Sediakan Raincoat sebelum hujan

baru sampai di tempat kerja.

yeah.malam 25haribulan.di tempat kerja.jeans kuyup disimbah hujan.

akibat menaiki kenderaan tak berbumbung,but still i've managed to make it early.

kalau tak habis lah...memang patah balik merajuk taknak buat kerja.balik tidur.lebih mudah.jiwa tak kusut.heh

dah lah haus ni.

pergh..tiba-tiba haus.mesti akibat over caffeine yang di consume petang tadi.siott lah.bila ntah nak berubah.Grrr. 

takpe.gua memang rock.kecik dan kuat.

haha ape yang penting?

yeah.ape yang penting bukan kerjasama dah leni okay tuan-tuan

puan-puan.

apa yang penting ialah KESELAMATAN.

as they put it.SAFETY FIRST.

means kalau dah tau naik motor malam-malam tu.pastu bajet nak bawak ayu 40km/h pakailah baju hujan siap-siap.complete set.dengan seluar sekali.yang kaler kuning dari 7-e itu juga tidak mengapa.kerana kalau tidak akan end up seperti gua.basah lencun.pastu opismate kata gua seksi. @#%$&*@*&#%$&*@! apakah??malam kot.sejuk pulak.miahaha.

okey motorist?

u better have this.

©Cheryl Clegg/StockShop

i always adore her father.but she's really cute i cant help but smile looking at this pic :)

cute kan? :)

asall ntah suka sangat printed things comel-comel macam budak le ni.asallll??

pardon my languages, grammar and inappropriate entry tonight.sape ntah yang tulis ni.bukan saya kot.haha

Disember, oh.Disember

Wah.sudah hujung disember.few more days and its 2011!voila. :)
Alhamdulillah. (whispering and hoping i'll still strong and healthy to go through sunny 2011.InsyaAllah.)

pelik ye.singkat je kan.dah nak masuk tahun masihi baru.the aura of celebration macam sangat hot dekat johor bahru ni weh. everyone's going for holiday!!!oh weeww.jealous lah sangat,SUNGGUH. tapi cukup lah cemburu tu kan.takdelah sampai demam nak balik jadi penganggur dulu (- -").haha. u guessed right!sebenarnya bila dah mention tu memang lah ada rindu dekat zaman carefree saya seorang pengganggur tegar!

Bila muhasabah balik memang banyak kot benda yang 'take for granted'.sangat banyak.sampai tak sedar Allah dah tarik balik benda tu satu-satu dari dalam diri, sedih pun ada lah.tulah kan.selalu lah lupa  the 5 things before comes 5 things."waktu sihat sebelum sakit".paling kerap lupa kot.suka sangat kot minum nescafe sampai kepala pening pusing, suka sangat kot tidur larut-larut malam kadang-kadang tak tidur nak siapkan 'so called' design works.suka sangat lah devote life dekat benda bukan-bukan dan tak patut sampai abaikan benda-benda wajib ni semua kot. (berapa banyak nak 'kot' sampai baru perasan banyak sangat pakai 'kot')

But, that was okay lah. At least Allah still spare me masa nak taubat. nak sedar diri.Alhamdulillah, that one i surely wont take it for granted.InsyaAllah, ingat-ingatkan lah ye.mana lah tau, dok sibuk kang tiba-tiba dah completely senile.ha!lagu mana?nanti sapa-sapa tolong lah jangan admit i dalam asylum pulak.heheh.okay yen.exaggerate lah pulakkk!!berani yen.BERANI!

oh 2011.instead of having new resolutions which surely  tak boleh nak buat or keep up sebab high expectation dekat diri sendiri. (haha yekk :P) i'd rather make it short and simple which is monthly 'to do list' starting from January.ngee :D

ini sudah semestinya benda baru yang sangat mengujakan (yekk!)

hah konon-konon P/S I Love You lah!haha

okaylah.as theraphy actually.doktor cakap, eh ahem..bakal doktor cakap..(yes..my ill are not confirmed by doctor in practice yet.so yeah!!hail to healthy and stronger me!) (- -,)

eh, kan bakal doktor kata kan,
"kena buat check list, then tick whenever done.or letak notes dekat depan laptop or meja tentang barang-barang yang sangat mudah misplaced itu.(ya itu.kunci.butang.fail).ini pon therapy gak
lagi satu, untuk lebih mudah.rajinlah membaca Al-Quran.petua sheikh Arab, memang tajam minda InsyaAllah.cuba k :)"

(haha dang.satu tembakan right through my brain.mana lah tak lupa, tak nyanyuk, kalau asyik lupa je kat Allah kan.baca Quran malas!!mana lah nak kuat ingatan tuh.haish yen.pastu kuat mengeluh.kuat membebel.ish.ish.)

actually writing have been my long times theraphy to distressed since i bukanlah hebat sangat nak sketch-sketch kalau stressed macam orang lain.stress je pastu siap satu bangunan.haha.nyampah ah.
tengok.i kalau cerita pasal architecture mesti stress.nampak sangat kena tukar bidang kan.nampak!
so sad lah me.i've to write this.sebab nanti tiba-tiba i lupa..i hope you.yess you...akan sit me in front of desktop and read me or make me read this to make me realize that my life actually is full of bubbles and colourful colours!     (o yeah?)

eh apa nak cakap tadi.lupa pulak.

“Tidaklah seorang muslim tertimpa suatu penyakit dan sejenisnya, melainkan Allah akan mengugurkan bersamanya dosa-dosanya seperti pohon yang mengugurkan daun-daunnya”.

(HR. Bukhari no. 5660 dan Muslim no. 2571

                                        

Hai Life

this is me.
yen.
talking now...

hai,masih kau ingat aku?
masih kau rindukan aku?
masih kau mengenal diri aku?

masih kau ingat zaman kanak-kanak mu?
masih kau ingat keputusan upsr mu?

this is me.
yen.

hai.
ini memento untuk yen.
i might forget you tomorrow.
i might ill sick that i cant write in this blog anymore..

oh hai
anterograde amnesia :)
i'll embrace you bravely.sure!

Alert! Alert everyone!!

hai!

ready for some battle?

saya tiba-tiba rindu zaman kanak-kanak :)

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oh and i definitely love Yuri compared to Tanya :)

handsome kan?hehe

gambar cilok : SINI

After Midnight-Yuna""""What Define Me as Friend

QUIET world of Mine..

what would you feel.
if you are alone                                                                                                                                          
at your rented place
A.L.O.N.E                                                                                                                                          

then.suddenly
there, a scratch, NO, a 'tok'
at your nikko windows
followed by a voice
husky voice
sound something like 'hoi'

SCARY eh.                                                                                                                                           (me)

what would you feel.
if you are alone
at your rented place
Surrounded by friends
But you are actually
A.L.O.N.E

then.suddenly
there, a piece of paper, no, some black fonts
at laptop screen
followed by a voice
your inner voice
sound something like 'run'

It felt WRONG.                                                                                                                                  (them)

Somehow i try to put my ugly toes in 'her' shoes
NO. 'their' shoes
:'(
frustrated.let alone ('their') self huh.
i personally think i was at fault too
i am such a selfish, ignorant, bad person
WORST. I wasn't a good friend
;(

we should.. NO. we must've been together
if i weren't too selfish.urghhh :(
i'm a bad person
i left'em :(

if there's anything i could do.
yes anything dear.(i know you know i meant you M & N)

oh i would give you a hint (anyone who doesn't get a clue )

but you've to sing this song first.

 

me,at the first place didn't know where did this guy got the guts to post this cover version of Yuna's song at Youtube.

does he think he's cute?i left it to you to answer that.

here the freaky lyrics.

yeah i'm gonna be your sweet innocent kidnapper tonight baby!

After midnight i shall kidnap you from the world
and i’ll keep you in my room
hush now my love and hold my hand
after midnight i shall take you to a place
where no one else should know of
hush now my love and hold my hand

you are exactly where you’re supposed to be
if anyone asks for you
they would have to find me

stay
keep me awake
keep me amazed
only for today
keep me dazed
my love is yours only

after midnight
i shall stay awake
and if you chose to close your eyes now
hush now my love
i’ll watch you sleep

you are exactly where you’re supposed to be
and if they come for you
they would have to fight me

stay
keep me awake
keep me amazed
only for today
keep me dazed
my love is yours only

stay
keep me awake
keep me amazed
only for today
keep me dazed
my love is yours only

source : TAMAN MALAYA

I'M  so sorry i weren't such a good friend to you guys

But I Love you..

and Hush Now My Love.and Hold My Hand

trust me

Hold My Hand.

i want to be financially PTPN free by the time i reach 30.

and pursue my next degree at 24.

being an average student as i am.
and a big spender i may add
it's pretty impossible right?

lucky you JPA scholars (- -")

okay crap.

bai.
Assalamualikum :)

'see the leg' tu bahasa jawa ke?

Saje jeee teheeheee..

(gedik jap malam ni.boleh kan?kan?)

Yes.i'm not over it.yet :D

teheeehee whats with my colleagues tease me to give me another 'bunga konvo'

walaweh. 

i'm such a lucky lad.

its a tough course.i'm glad that i make it.

umph okay lah..i feel bad actually,,i mean to post this picture..

post an album full of convocation's memories at facebook.

it's not so long time ago that i try to not post pictures..status or anything at facebook.

cause i feel guilty with what it would cause me HereAfter.

tapi..yalah nak buat lagu mana.

tak cukup kuat (alasan)

belum mantap iman (alasan)

tak gigih lagi delete terus haa facebook macam mazmaz (alasan jugak)

tapi saya cuba ye.jangan kata saya tidak.

gigih ni cuba. :)

but the problem that might occur later is.

i might want to post my pictures (just for the sake of me being connected to 'world') here.at this blog /;

so macam mana??

adoyai..

spot kertas gulong-gulong monochrome, butter paper gulong-gulong, blender dalam tong sampah, cermin dekat lantai, kasut sepah-sepah??

so in kan grad archi bergambar background macam tu yo (hahahhaa)

oh i've got a question..

asal kan..orang kalau  buat ayat...

contoh : "ala kita memang hebat, tengok kaki lah kan..orang jawa cakap "see the leg" lah kawan.

'see the leg' tu bahasa jawa ke?

tak pernah lah nak bother pun sebelum ni.recently je.sebab saya memang orang jawa.dan saya bangga jadi orang jawa okay.hidung jambu pun jawa apa?awak melayu kulit cerah tapi jerawat banyak buat apa??hahha marah..marah..

1 Muharam 1432

Alhamdulillah, its new year! :)
Oh tahun baru untuk sesetengah yang rasa perkataan "new year" tidak sesuai (- -")
(yeah,my brother think its not suitable ehm no, not proper to use "new year" to describe tahun baru Maal Hijrah) and i was like? err sama je kan maksud nya tu? but never mind.i wont bother my brother.Big Bro.yeah sometimes its kinda funny though that now i'm all grown up and just started to be independent..my brother treat me like i'm still his 15 years old sister. okay.stop it yen.enough with my brother.

Now.

Maal Hijrah 1432.
Resolutions anyone?

I dont have any since this "new resolutions.azam baru.matlamat tahun ini.impian."cuma akan dilakukan untuk tarikh-tarikh tahun-tahun masihi sahaja.so lets keep it like that.and yes.tahun baru hijrah 1423 ini memang saya tidak memasang sebarang ah apa-apa sahaja " azam & sekutu ".

cuma ada nawaitu yang saya perbetulkan. (saya menulis ini.eh, menyebut ini sebagai peringatan agar kelak bila saya baca kembali maka InsyaAllah saya masih berpegang atau bisa patah balik memegang nawaitu yang saya betulkan tahun baru ini)

ya..kalau namanya nawaitu kan nggak bisa di bilangin dong!di niatin saja bisa..(tiba-tiba nak balik indonesia kan!)
Benar.sesuatu berkaitan pendirian pastinya,bersangkutan 'soul' tentunya :)

oh.and since its New Year..i pampered myself with well.oh i shouldn't talk about this.but yes..i buy myself some healthy stuffs, randoms stuffs, stupid eye shadow with my own money of course. :)

Pardon me people.I'm just a normal your 22 years old next door neighbor who get excited over (she think its big) small achievement.Iya, orang lain malah sudah punya kereta, punya kad visa, punya segala.

tapi tak mengapa.oh ya.sebenarnya agak lelah.belakangan ini orang keliling kerap mendesak.dengan sesuatu bernama kereta.oh, gimana mahu dikronologikan hidup saya ya.
andai mereka-mereka tahu.
satu waktu dahulu KFC ialah fiesta buat saya. (kaitan ??)

yes.step by step please.i'm not too desperate to use a car after all and oh people!PLEASE!! I'm just 22.
and a car?? is wayy too far from my 'goal'so.stop pushing me. i know..tak sopan.tak manis anak dara bawak motor ke hulu ke hilir.but what else lah can i do? saya cuma kerani cabuk (;
(and what am i talking about here?)

and yess i told you oredy aite about architect's fees??oh i haven't?

ok lah.cukup lah tu luahan perasaan.

oh.Encik Abah teringin sangat nak pakai kereta ni.menyebut je ke saya dari awal tahun akhir tahun pengajian (faham kah??)

ini mungkin kereta.mudah.simple.petik jari pun boleh dapat untuk anda

but do believe me 

if i possessed any kind of super power, i will do anything under my power to grant my Abah this 

"my lifetime dream, ish kalau dapat memang seronok lah abah :)"

ergonomics!!see,,Abah tak payah ambik architecture pun boleh cakap pasal anthropometry, ergonomics, sense of belonging, ambience :) 

sumber CERITA kereta

oh right.seems like i've got new year resolution eh?

Belikan Abah Camry :)

Bai !

Salam Maal Hijrah :)

Half,Other,Significant

Matahari.

tak bisa aku kejar

tak bisa aku gapai.

kita lari sama-sama

mengejar matahari.

macam dalam filem tu

Romantis kan?

I draw a wrong dot.

u make a flower out of it.

Sweet kan?

P/s : Baru pulang majlis akad nikah sepupu (- -")

KONVO!

sudah bergraduasi

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Alhamdulillah. (;

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special thanks to mak, abah, family,tenaga pengajar,besties, friends and sure.

those who read this :)

happy family! :)